not gonna contact alvin anymore.
i know u will see this,
this is dedicated for u,
my one and only love.


Dear Alvin,
you say you gonna convert to christian this week,
by all means,
i know i can't stop you,
and i don't have the rights to,
and i wouldn't even do so.
religion is your way,
your thinking,
the day i choose buddha as my admired one,
and left jesus,
till now, i didn't regret.
this is one thing we all shouldn't have regrets about.
once you chooses jesus as your choice,
keep your promises to him,
he will be your lord, your god,
the one who save you from troubles, worries and fear.

what i had done in this r/s , to me is just something i should do.
but i have to apoplogise for things that i done that hurt you,
whether knowingly or unknowingly.
i'm sorry,

i really had nothing else to say other than this,
"treat your next girl well,
keep your promises,
protect her from violence rather then bring her violence.
give her the secure and love every girl should have."

this r/s is just like a lesson learnt.
not to believe others easily,
be it the one whom you love or the one you think you can trust.
i loved you and that's the fact.

in my blog now i shall say,
like i sent you the message,
the day i remove my leg de thing,
its the day i stop loving you.
one day it remains on my leg,
one more day of loving you.

i wouldn't regret giving my love for you,
i wouldn't blame you for the hurt and cries and tears i shed for you.
what i regret most is,
my foolish-ness the day i promise him to get to know you.

even thousand or millions of words can't express my feelings.
just three words.
i love you.
sadness, tears, emotional hurt is all i had been feeling.
the feeling of being cheated about yingying thing,
fear to lose you about peiyan, stephanie and selina thing.
shall not say what happen here.
you should know.

i know you will read my blog,
from now on,
i will express all what i wanna say here.
you dont want me contact you i wouldn't le!
happy?!

please please please smoke less and drink more.
go a check up for your cough and back problem.
take care of yourself
love others like how you wanna be loved.
treasure those who love and care for you.

you're my heartbreaker
love you always.
have fun in your r/s with jesus.
love him with all your heart heartbreaker.

love had us falling apart without trust, fate and
most importantly, your fading feeling for me.
this song goes,
我们都没错，
只是不适合，
我要的我当时不懂得，
快乐是我的，
不是你给的，
幸福要自己负责。

也是， 幸福要自己负责。
i blame no one but myself for my failed relationship.
i hate myself even more than ever.
hate myself more than i love and hate you.

thats the end le.
in short,
and last words,
take care of yourself.

BYEBYE my love

By : Yan ye

Labels: love had us falling apart.

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