its my life.
hey peeps, back blogging again.
sorry for the spams on Facebook.
i know no one is looking at this stupid, singlish blog.
well, at least i know i posted my feelings.
so, days had been filled with ups and downs.
UNCONTROLLABLE.
one wish i hope i can do it,
is to be able to pick myself up and say,

I̶ ̶c̶a̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶l̶i̶v̶e̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶. Sorry, I can. Definitely can.


if one day i were to be able to say this, 
love will never be on my mind.
what had happen, 
i dont wish to mention le.
just that when i walk past the place we used to spend at,
i teared.


Chicken rice coffee shop.
the place where u planned the last meal and force me to eat the food when i had already eaten at home.
Lorong 27,
the road where u pull me back when i tried to dash onto the road after u say u wanna leave me.
Vegetarian coffee shop,
the place where i fed u food with tears, fearing u really leave me. the same plate of food we shared.
Under the block,
the place where u tell me u gonna leave me, the place i cried and beg u to stay with me.
Library,
the place i cut and bleed a lot for u. the place u wrote me the last letter.
Aljunied mrt station, 
the place we had our last meal together today. u eat finish le u left. i eat only one mouth.
the place u let go of my hands when i pull u back. and left onto the mrt station platform.




its no use for me to rush down to tiong bahru and run all the way to ur house.
u say u still love me,
but still.
u get angry just because i buy my family walfer.
i was beaten up just because i choose to stay overnight ur house.
haix.


walking past the places, 
i teared i cry.
i know it will be hard to forget u.
and i know i wun.
i wun forget u, but i gotta get over u.
remember, i will always love u.

nothings gonna change my love for u.






these pictures. 
forever in my blog, forever in my heart. 
i love u
alvin yap weng hong

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