updated my gans list..
do let me know if i left u out ya??
^^ did it in a rush..
wan be gans let me know..^^

6th march 2011,
went check up for Poly nursing enrollment..
suspected to have diabetes..
but i consumed food before test,
so next week come back check again..

14th march 2011,
went back for second test,
still have glucose in my urine,
so had a small blood test.
doctor say, highly chance have diabetes,
and at my age if have,
means internal organ spoil..
blood sent to lab le..
sad die me..

15th march
when bathe,
hide in toilet cry,
scared family worry for me..

posted on FB:
"Looking at the two blueblacks on my arms left by the blo
od redraws, i teared.. so i was bornt to get all these.. life for me, will it still continue to be cheerful?? sudden thinking of ending life.. the emo me back years ago is back.. argh!! sometimes i just wonder do i deserve all these or is god trying to fool me=("


" tried to cheer up.. i really tried.. but its hard.. after knowing the shocking news..=( thks to nursing.. first medical took my left eye away when i was 18 month, now at 18 yrs old, they tell me i got diabetes, and guess wht, the course i am taking is NURSING!!=("


"it really is torturous to cry in silent.. worrying tat my family will worry for me, crying in toilet is all i can do?? illness!! i hate u!! i wanna go ECP walk walk.. but who can pei me??=("


"if u think ur life is hard, think abt mine!!"




life's so hard for me,
18 month lost one eye..
18 years old, have diabetes,
and now, i am taking nursing!!

♥YanYe isalwayshappy♥
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Sweet 18'2011 ^^



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