my 292th post will be on CEP..
camp Ehi-passiko was fun..
@jia hui chong
@regina lim
@sebastian
@terrence
@xin rui
@long xuan
@de wei
@adbert
@forgot his name
and the 3 GL
@Sherman
@Ryan
@Grace

thnx for making my camp so so so a fun and happy one..
you all sure are the best<3
i had a lot of fun..
thnx for those comforting words when i needed them, those encouraging words when i felt like giving up, and those calm-ing me down words when i was scared..
everything wun be so fun for me whithout u guys..
3 cheers and 3 cheers for METTABOT!!
hip hip HURRAY
hip hip HURRAY
hip hip HURRAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!

this year campers were lesser, but i manage to come close with most campers...
only some guys frm simson i dun really talk to..
all campers were cool and fun..
ILY!!<3


something happened at day two
i was hit by someone who saved me from a ball
and thhe ball was kicked by another person..
i was hit and fall flat on my back onto the field..
my head hurts, but my heart hurts more..
dunno why at tat moment i cried..
regina and jia hui hugged me..
tears just flow out for no reason..
cuz the ball was kicked by someone special..
OMFG..
i felt so silly..
kinda emop for few mins..
lucky few mins..
[i tried to control my feelings, but everytime i see him the feeling comes back.. why? this is the wht chinese called love at first sight.. he may be not good looking, but love is without reason.. 5th year le.. it seems like going to camp and seeing him is wht i do every y\ear.. its a must.. i tried controlling.. i really tried.. but i keep failing the moment i see him..]

and as like other camps,
i notice my group got the best group award again..
i tot aft 4 years in camp and this is the 5th,
i will at leat get a best camper,
i was entu,
enjoying,
but i didnt get it..
xin rui was rite,
everyone can see i enjoyed,
and it doesnt matter if i get it a not,
cuz i am always the BEST CAMPER!!<3


Hopefully me and him will just be noraml friends like how we talked the last day<3

Yesterday's singing competition at NYP was fun..
though i might not get into the final, but at least i know i had lots of fun..
@grace
@josen
@yanbin
@frans(josen fren)
thnx for those fun ya!!

jyjy those who join..
i stayed to cheer for all contestant..
those whom i know and dunno
i dont care if i won,
at least i did my best and cheered the others..
i gained experience, which i guess is the most impt thing to do..
=)

grace darling!!
lurveddieyou manhx!!
gd luck..
ur unfaithful may not be the best song sung..
but u did well!!<3

Was feeling damn damn emo a moment ago..
Blaming myself for dunno wht reason..
Quarrel with siblings.. is like OMG..
yesterday meet Grace to practice tmr's NYP jam competition..
Know wht??
i got no confidence at all.. my voice sucks , same goes for my looks..
was longing for LOVE,
and suddenly think about him..
i know i was wrong,
he loved me so much
dont mind my fcuking bad character,
my looks,
look after me better than my family,
yet all i do was neglect him and even initiate break up..
Joey was right for that once,
so foolish of me to do such things..
he is the best ex i ever had,
till now even though we had drifted further apart,
how i wish he could know i miss him..
i was wrong..
sorry..
i hurt him so badly..


aiyah cheer up le me..
hahas..
so now feeling better..
just want him to know,
i miss his hug,
his voice,
his gd towards me..
miss holding his nervous hand when with me..
miss watching movie stuffing me with food and drinks..
his cold jokes,
his everything..

Tmr's competition,
grace JYJY..
and i just found out that Terrence, Joel and kai xun was called to talk to dawn abt the SAB..

no matter wht, i promise i will TRY to stay cheerful and happy..
LOL
my sist kana rashes she say she dun dare go out,
aft i tell her wht i feel, she went out without worries..
i said " you only kana rashes dont dare go out, and i am one eye blind if i were to be like u, then i dont even have to step out of this house."

how many of us when meet with setbacks can stand up once again??
how many of u dare to walk out to street if were to be one eye blind like me??
but still emotions sometimes flushes my happiness away..



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