tdae was a sian dae..
morning wake up cook forh my bro and sis..
den aft tat ju go read books..

read till aftnn..
cook lunch(cook agn)
saved one bowl forh dad..
he came hm eat..
nt evn a thank you..
sian..
bt nvr mind..
cuz dey finish eatin de whole pot of it..
yeah..


qing gong yan jia hui cnt make it,
so i also dun wanna go lerhhs..
cute huh..
since last dae of camp i have been hearing ppl say miss me..
miss my enthu voice..
miss my smile..
lol..
i miss uu ppl too!!
(Y)


rayner ask me goin qgy a nt..
i say no..
cuz i was playin bb..
saw amber..
din say hi to her though we saw each other..
=)..



call K..
wah..
say wad K surprise i call K..
cuz i seldom do tat unless K tell me call..
lol..
hahas..
say wad i call K,
sky will fall..

so i get hym hold de sky up..
< K's my hero..
lol..
jkjk>



K goin vivo..
so gotta bathe 1st..
tell me 5 mins later call K..
wow..
K miss me so much sia..
whr gt ppl bathe so fast sia..



K nw maybe at vivo lerhhs..
hope K having fun wif K's buddy..
yeah..
have fun K..



(K had nt been see-ing my blog..-K claim derhhs..
bt K seems to know wad i tinking..
is this wad's xin lin xiang tong???)



3rd jan 2010..
yeah..
sentosa..
jio-ed XT go..
bt nt sure XT cn go marhhs..


i m sure its gonna be fun fun fun..
cuz i learnt hw to ignore ppl's faces..
as long as i have fun i wun care which asshole buay song me..
=)..
jux act yi ge PEACE..
bt i will still do wad i m suppose to if i cnt tahan..


u dun born me,,
uu dun own me,,
ii dun hav to see ur face
and obey uu..
SBM!!
ii wun let de ppl in there affect my
FAITH and TIOM XIN
forh buddha and SBM youth..




emo emo..
i m nt gonna do tat..
tdae marks de end of 2009..
yo..
and in few hrs tym,
open ur hands and welcum 2010!!



be happy in de new yr..
enjoy urself..
nvr regret once uu hv choosen ur own path..
=)..






wonder L come bck le marhhs..
lol..
jux type finish this sentence,
he come on9..
shd i tok to hym??
shd i??
nvr mind


my aunty-cum-paranoid gals scream story ends here..
thnx forh reading..
(Y)..
bye..
miss me ya..
muackzZz...
end~~

Labels: K ask me if i lurve L

tdae went plaza sing meet sbm ppl..
go watch movie tgt..
yeah..
-wen shi
-huien
-cheryl
-june
-keith
-kai wen
-fuzhong
-ernest
-mable..



watch sherlock homes..
action packed derhhs..
some parts ar darn erxin derhhs..
cut frog ,pig body
cut rats tail..
worms on dead body..

de funny part is,
huien and june kena disguised by all de kissing parts..
hahas..
tats nth much marhhs..
hahas..



had fun..
went shoppin,
eatin
and playin ard..
hahas..
=)..


peihx wen shi shop forh clothes..
tat gal..
say wan buy forh dad..
den ended up spendin 100++ to buy 3 shirt forh herself..
den i left forh hm..
she n fuzhong go ION shop agn..


Lol..
june and keith din go shop wif us..
june took mrt,
dunno go whr..
so call me..
den we shout dwn to de 1st floor..
guide her de wae..


keith take bus hm..
and me, cheryl, wen shi, fuzhong and huien go shop..
=)..
wen shi shop and shop so long,
cheryl and huien went hm 1st..
Lol..
she shop till de salesman pek chek..
hahas..



she keep"sorry arhhs.. sorry arhhs"
lol..
den dey go"nvr mind nvr mind."
hahas..
=p..



fun tdae..
msged K..
call me evn whn he slppy..
silly..
tok till slp..
Lol..
den whn wake up lerhhs nvr tell me..
msgin hym is .................
well,,
talking to hym,
receivin his msg
i jux feel happy..







CAKE REPLIED MY MSG..
lol..
cool..
on cloud cloud 9 9..!!
nth much..
cuz i feel tat we finally msg as friends!!
tats de wae man!!
no other emotions or feeling..
isnt tat gd??
=)


spades also gt msg me tdae..
we had been msgin forh everydae..
gdgd..
cuz gd relationships lyk tis ar hard to mantain
so yeah..
hope tis relationship last long..
(jiehx jiehx and di di lurve!! nth much)

L comin bck to spore soon..
yeah..
wad shd i do??

yesterdae in de aftnn,
went to cousin hse..
dey bck frm australia derhhs..
so stay over nite..


din slp well cuz my bro n cousin was crzy..
slp at 1++ wake up at 3++..
crzy sia..
den i also cnt get to slp..
finally got my eyes close,
i heard footstep..
dey were runnin around lyk mad bull sia..
had lots of fun..


den mornin tdae wake up at 9++..
peihx dem go swimming..
hahas..
gone darker agn..
haix..
lol..


maybe i got the reason to my jian fei..
hahas..
is cuz i got exercise in de holidae..
-basketball
-badminton
-running
-swimming..
hahass..



den aft tat went jurong mrt station porpular..
haha..
den take mrt to bugis..
bro slp on mst lyk as if dey nvr slpforh 3 yrs sia..
hahas..
me and my sis sit on de floor beside de door..
=)..
cool ya..
hahas..



mei hua
sorry arhhs..
cnt peihx uu..
nt i dun wan..
uu noe de reason derhhs..


quarrel wif fabian agn..
we had been quarrellin lyk dunno wad..
delete blog cuz ppl spam hym..
dun wanna noe who,
or is he jux humji..


say i kaypo!!
say i find excuse..
eh..
i late reply ur msg onli meh..
i 24/7 there ready to reply uu..
is i got reason marhhs..
tell uu hp flat uu......
haix..

gang nia marhhs..
uu nd so wrk up marhhs..
haix...
saw uu at bugis jux nw..
bt din go call uu..
cuz it will make things worst..


i got my style of msging
of talking..
tell uu delete my nmdb uu dun wan..
den wad de fck uu wan sia..!!!
bi is nw no longer my nick forh uu..
tats wad uu assume..
hey..
maybe we are having some generation gap..
though uu nt old..
onli few yrs older,
bt.....
mayb its tym to say bye..
jux understand cn..


uu lyk comtrol ppl ur business larhhs..
de person uu control is so so so nt gonna be me..
get it??
i dun care if uu see this or nt..
tell uu de truth..
jux delete me off ur contact is my best wish!!
easy..
go to my nmb,
press delete..
simple??










i wun let hym affect my mood..
hahas..
happy happy..
=)..
sweets dun wan sweets lerhhs..
sweets wanna be called spades..
cuz christmas over..
candy is of spades mind..
so spades wanna be called spades instead of sweets..
understand??


dun understand nvr mind..
spades understand cn lerhhs..
=)..
lol..



K!!
hahas..
missing uu..
really!1
i m nt missin uu cuz u missin me..
hahas..
shum pa..
missin me is nt a crime..
i miss u also nt a crime rite?
hahas..
=)
=p..
really missin uu!!



L is cumin bck..
frm his cip..
hahas..
K say wad if he dun wan me contact L..
i agreed..
lol..
evn if i contact L,
K also dunno marhhs..
hahas..
K say wad nt fair
y L cn ......................
hahas..
silly boi..

i hate holiday sia..
i lost all my knowledge lerhhs..
hw??
cn i catch up??
shd i start studying??
haix..
i m simply jux too lazy..

actually wan go play basketball de..
bt rain..
so play soccer..
saw sis fren, sijie..
chitchat a little..


walk to coffee shop..
saw got canival..
so go eat at coffee shop 1st den go join de fun..

got some guys there,
we were diixiiao-ing them..
lol..
they jk bck..
hahas..


go buy ticket forh games..
saw chee pong, nick and frens..
treat dem play games..


scream n shout lyk hell agn..
lol..
voice whn den will okay if i go on my daes lyk these..
shout shout scream scream..
as long as i lyk it??
hahas..



tongtong!!
welcum bck..
hahas..
rmb our date to sentosa forh the ludge ride..
since we both got height fright,
maybe we cn skip the sky ride..
hahas..
aniwae i had enuf of it..
i peihx uu ride sky ride onli if uu riding okays..
hahas..


as forh pool,
we skip it too..
=)..
den i tell weiwei korhx korhx we play other things lorhhs..
mayb go watch movie..
peihx me meet anthony..
=p



hmmm..
jux reach hm..
dad say wanna drive us go orchard..
dunno if true marhhs..
lol..
see bax..
=)
gonna go off..
bye ppl..
muackzZz...

CEP2009

YEAH!!

fisherman's friend
paranoid gals shot 1



cep2009 combine shot1

cep2009 combine shot2

taken with the malaysian..
miss them all..

me, jia hui, malaysians and Zee ming

malaysian, me and jia hui

^paranoid gals..
fisherman's friend
shot!

^paranoid gals
fisherman's friend

shot 2

Labels: yeah..lurve them all.. paranoid gals rawks de most

nth much to post tdae..
i dunno if she is trying to deny de fact or is it de fact..
does face really matters,
whn u really nd confort and care frm friends..
u jux act as if everyth was goin on well whn it is nt..


aniwae,
de one in pain is nt us..
we jux care forh dem and dey jux act one innocent..
fine..
act forh all u wan..
whn i m there to really care,
u jux take everything forh granted..
=)..
by all means..





hahas..
she wun affect my mood..
my care forh her ends de moment she act as if everyth was fine..
=)..
maybe she is really okay..
no1 noes..
onli she noes..
hahas..



jia hui!!
we meet soon okays..
hahas..
mei hua,
mon...
yeah..
hahas..


remind me horhx ppl..
i will 4gt derhhs..
hahas..
i really miss de paranoid gals sia..
ahhas..


paranoid gals!!
we meet up soon ya..
my mind is still cnt off camp..
Lol..
haha..


see clearly..
cnt off camp..
nt cnt off hym..
Lol..
hahas..



june,
huien,
jia hui,
yeah..
whn u ppl free??
we plan one dae go pai neo-print..


june,
i will help tok to ur parents..
jia hui..
try take one dae off larhhs..
or we whole gang go ur wrk place find uu sia..
hahas..
huien,
we try go whn u dun hav dance ya??
=)..
see simple..
all settle liaos..
=)...




in camp we had de best voice,
so we are named de paranoid gals..
Lol..
cool rite..
and those boiz in our grp were lyk.....
"ar we gals too??"
hahas..

had so so so much fun..
31st countdwn must go arhhs..
bt opps..
i got someth on wif mei hua sia..
ahahas..
i try go okays..
=)

Labels: BFF

yesterdae went sentosa forh de tiger sky tower ride wif family..
aunty and uncle and cousin..
it was late at nite..
abt 8++..

was msgin sweets..
den dey saw wad gt tech prob..
so went vivo..
aft tat ok liaos ju go bck sentosa..

den aft tat cum dwn lerhhs ju go forh de ludge and sky ride..
hahaha..
my small cousin lost his shoe in the forest whn taking the sky ride..
he went hm wif/o shoe..
hahas..


me my sis and my cousin sit tgt forh de sky ride..
de ride was okay larhhs..
my bro bhind us was fckin scared..
he closed his eyes all de wae sia..
i was darn high..
scream and shout lyk dunno wad..


hey ppl..
nxt tym we go we compete forh de ludge ride..
its lyk racing car..
yesterdae i was nt having 100% fun
cuz i had to stop to look aft my bro..
dey keep stop..
cuz dey scared..


den i also have to stop wif dem..
haix..
bt nvr mind..
as long as dey have fun,
i will have fun too..
=)


aft tat we ju go vivo had our supper..
bt to me is dinner..
hahhas..
i was on a diet..
yeah.
heard tat i had lose A LITTLE weight..
on cloud 9 sia..
hahas..
jia yous..
yeah..
hahas..


aft tat go play in de water..
its was darn cold..
we sing,
we shout
we play..
tonnes of fun..
hahas..
we did lots of christmas cards..
all cosin
aunty
uncle all have..


den abt 1++ leave forh hm..
whn sweet msg me say wanna slp,
i reached hm..
hahas..
thnx sweets..
he peihx me msg..
hahas..


whn at sentosa,
my cousin saw his name,
my cousin tot he my std sia..
Lol..
hahas..
i say he my fren..


still rmb tat dae sweets scare me sia wad wanna b my bf..
scare de shit outta me larhhs..
hahas..
i told hym i noe he jkjk nia..
wah sia larhhs..
tis type th hw cn jk derhhs sia..
hahas..



de dae b4 was on fone tokin wif K
whn dad came hm..
he saw me on de fone,
he snatch frm me..
so i hurry cup de fone..
den K say he call bck..
someone pick up..
he say maybe is my mum..
gg larhhs..
bt lucky bo tio scolding..



he say wad consider if he wan fly agn marhhs..
tat tym tell me wan go study forh 3 yrs,
hai me cry lyk dunno wad sia..
den nw say wanna fly agn..
arghhh..
dun make my tears come flowing dwn agn!!
i will miss uu derhhs..


i tried findng excuse making hym stay..
i say his frens will miss hy,
he say his buddy all go wif hym..
sian..



tdae bo go out..
dad nt feelin well..
no christmas present..
tat ass YAN BIN
wan a christmas present..
hahas..
dunno wad he lyk sia..
and XT nt in spore also..
dunno hw..
maybe gib hym a belated derhhs..
bt nvr tell hym..
ahahs..


hohoho..
merry christmas to all..
may all dreams come true..
enjoy ur dae ppl..
=)..



saw her reply..
she say nth to do wif hym..
i really hope so..
=)
cuz it really hurts whn someone jux ignore uu wif/o ani reason
and uu was lyk suddenly abondone in an island alone..
cuz tat person was lyk de most impt th in ur lyf..


he replied my msg..
i was lyk on cloud 9..
hahas..
msg hym 3 msg so far..
onli gt one replied..
Lol..
bt still,
i m happy..
hahas..

i tot they will last long..
but looking at her blog,
tat makes my doubt forh lurve coming more confirmed..
no lurve last forever..
not even for chio bu..

they can last long,
starting they might be sweetly and deeply in lurve..
but not last forever..
last long and last forever is diff..


chio bu faces relationship problems too..
everyone do..
the couple might seems sweet tgt..
but the truth in them is,
they are getting a little tired of their partner..


these feeling comes once in a while..
the longing for ur partner,
missing ur partner feeling is not 24/7 in us derhhs..
we do feel bored sometimes..


these created the word "BREAK"..
and when u miss the person,
longing forh tat person,
here comes the word "PATCH"..


its all some simple words but complicated feelings..
well,
who dont face these feelings..
=)..
buddha dun..
haha..



but no matter what happens in the past,
no matter what..
i do wish them last long..
not last forever..
if they can last forever then de best lorhhs..
hahas..
(dont doubt me..
i really wishing them wholeheartedly)



tmr got christmas party..
yeah..
presents and cards prepare lerhhs..
for all aunt and uncle,
cousins..
hahas..


now going sentosa meet cousin and aunt..
yeah..
if u see me in sentosa dont be surprise..
hahas..
do be surprise onli whn u see me wear bikini..
hahas..
jkjk..
see u...

Labels: simple words complicated feelings..

tdae early in de morning peihx my sis go her sec sch..
she study mjr..
hmmm...
gdgd..
many of her fren also..
her class got one look darn lian de..
bt quite chio..


nxt yr our sch gonna have quite a nmb of chio bu lerhhs..
=)..
helped tat gal take care her things while she n her dad go see tcher..
my sis class also got one ang moh..


fabian msg me morning,
i a few hrs later den reply..
Lol..
haha..


i rmb huien darn cute..
at mac,
she dun wan use her $10..
cuz her lover touch b4..
cute sia..
hahas..


i told her..
den if i lyk cake,
i keep de whole cake shop arhhs..
hahas..
june and her laugh lyk hell..


den many kong hwa de go mjr..
i got my sis and her fren go BIC camp..
yeah..
we will try make it as fun as cep..
way to go..

den i go slp..
tat asshole N,
call me say at my hse dwnstairs..
den open gate let hym in..
go 2nd floor chitchat..
den he go cc play basketball..
=)..


g facebk,
tagged,
friendster,
plurk,
and blogger..

sbm de cep..
i din look forward to it at 1st..
cuz of sum reason..

the nite b4 i cried lyk shit..
kana bully by k lorhhs..
tat idoit..
wanna test my feelings..
den say wad nd go oversea study 3 yrs..
sadded lyk dunno wad..
he asked if i gt cry,
i say no..

bt he noe i did..
and he almost did..
actually is go holiday nia larhhs..
tat ass..
hahas..

he whn reached spore will tell me...
hahas..
miss hym!!
hurry cum bck leh..


camp day 1!!
a little sian sian derhhs..
nt in camp mood..
meet wen shi, amanda, daryl , javier , wen feng at
bugis junction mac..
eat breakfast..
finish eating,
we go lavender mrt station meet up campers and sbm ppl..

reached crab farm,
grp into grps followin de sounds we have to make..
den go in grps..




day 2!!
i super high and enthu lerhhs..
start come close to grpmates..
-maggie
-cheryl
-yi fang
-diana
amanda is alrdy noe de lerhhs..
den play games..
darn fun..



day3
hmmm..
de war games..
kana sabo..
ppl who bu-ar mud on me derhhs!!
-su hiang
-rayner
-cherise
-zhi xiong
and many more..
some were as muddy as me..
one of de camper wif de mud,
i saw worms in de mud which is on de camper's shirt..
omgomg..
i helped clean off wif plastic bags..
see i so gd rite..


campfire nite!!
omg i was lyk mad throughout de whole camp..
and and durin de campfire we dance di yi zhi wu..
i danced wif CAKE!!
bt i din look at CAKE at all..
dun feel weird or anith..
we ar jux lyk other campers dancing nia..
nth much..
every yr of tis day,
de feeling comes bck..
everytym i see CAKE
de feeling forh CAKE comes bck..
haix..
bt bt.....
i also dunno..
CAKE is su hiang gib de nick forh CAKE de..
haha..
cuz.....................
i laughed whn she tell me y name CAKE tat..
fun fun fun..






day4(tdae)
we sweept and mop de floor..
clean up de place,
and hug our frens..
we gals took darn darn lots of pics..
see camera nia,
we run and stand in front..
kissed gd bye and we departed=(..
de bus brought us to boon lay den to lavender..
some alighted at boon lay and de rest at lavender..
gonna miss all of dem..
lurves lurves u ppl...





these fun and laughter and joy cnt b describ in words..
its de happiness and joy u feel inside..
yes CAKE might be de reason y i din look 4ward to camp..
bt i wun let emotions affect my views on sbm or cep..
so no matter what happens..
if i cn make it,
i will go every yr forh de camp..
cep rawks..!!!
cep oei
-hu
cep oei
-har
cepcep oei
-hu har hu har
nananananananananana...

songs
"he's my best fren
best of all best fren
u shd hab a best fren too..

he tickles in my tummy
he's so yummy yummy
u shd have a best fren too..

hu har hua har..

.................smile
im going to a party tats gonna b wild
......im sittin alone
no frens are ever alone....

maybe
some preety gals are in ur body
excuse me
i gonna b ur gal
.....................
....................."

someth lyk tis..
its de mass dance forh tis yrs camp..
veri nice..
we sang
-peng you
-dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui
-121234
-and many more

my vice is xibay de marcho and sexy de larhhs..
cn laugh till no voice
hahas..
oh ya..
kai wen snore till darn loud..
justin go record..
i was laugh lyk hell..
4++
me justin jia hui go up wanna chat..
heard kai wen snore,
i laugh till lyk shit sia..
cnt stop..
he slp tok too..

while another jia hui play majong whole day..
nvr slp den on bus she slp on my shouder..
aft tat we seperated..
me june and huien go spore post wif our bigbig camp bag..
go eat at mac..
chat chat gossip gossip..
den huien take mrt while june take bus and i walk hm..
hahas..
huien called me say got an uncle follow her..
so i teach her wad to do..
den ended up,
de uncle finally go away
she thnx me..
and i said, we are frens marhhs..



wad are frens forh..
there forh each other marhhs..
bought 3 canns of christmas snow spray and de ribbon spary..
one $2.50..
den go 7 11 buy sweets forh sis and bro
and drinks foh myself..
spend a lot $$..




gonna meet up wif ppl go out..
-claudia
-june
-huien
-mei hua
-jasmine
and many more..
=)

christmas party still gt who one??
hahas..

Labels: frens forever.. my sexy and marcho voice

phew sia..
haha..
one more worries off my mind..
haha..
=)

i got bck my result..
guess wad!!
xt!!
i can peihx u one more yr lerhhs..
ahha..
yeah..

jasmine..
we gonna study tgt and strike a gd score in our Os..
haha..
jia yous wors..
rmb BFF..
haha..




tdae went meet jasmine @ eunos mrt station 1st..
den go sch tgt..
gossip gossip..
chat chat..
haha..
we are lyk aunt..
haha..

den reach sch..
meet up wif classmates..
shit sia..
$15++ of libraby fine muz pay den cn get result sia..
haha..



Promoted to sec 5..
yeah!!
haha..
=)
thnx those who congrats me..
-mei hua
-jasmine
-zhang bei
-yu jing
-wei wei korhx korhx..
-kelmond
-sweets..
and many more..
haha..



shop wif jasmine and 2 aunty..
haha..
zhang bei and yu jing @ tamp mall..
saw si ying..
haha..


BFF!!(jasmine mak)
thnx forh de chat sia..
haha..
i wun 4gt uu derhhs..
dun worry..
haha..
uu also dun 4gt my NAME horhx!!
haha..
uu cn 4gt other ppl de bt nt mine..
haha..
lots and lots of words exchanged..
hahas..
=)..
if i free,
i will rmb to spam u a gd morning msg everyday derhhs..
haha..
spam spam spam..
i so so so gonna spam my bff..
haha..
besti..
=)
oei..
haha..
we will be studying tgt nxt yr..
besti + studymate..
Lol..
we gonna score better than HER ..
=)..
jia yous wors..
hahas..
chtch up wif ya nxt tym we meet..
haha..
christmas party come arhhs..
dunno others nvr mind..
noe me can lerhhs..
haha..
we will hab tonnes and tonnes of fun!!
yeah..
haha..



so so so happy tdae..
tmr go camp lerhhs..
haha..
=)..
rmb msg arhhs..
haha..
i camp also cn msg derhhs..
haha..
i so so so gonna miss u all..
hahas..
see you ppl..
i expect my blog to be spam by LURVES!!
hahas..


gonna end here..
so much fun..........
nt evn a billions and billions of words can describ it..
haha..
=)

Labels: BFF BESTI..jasmine mak

tdae went taka gib bck card..
met de new part time girl..
xin yi N..
haha..
quite chio..
=)..

den went shop shop..
alone..
cuz jasmine last min say nd wrk..


den aft tat went to leisure find mei hua..
buy things rom her..
hahas..
she dun lyk her boss..
Lol..


i yesterdae jio ppl out miss out bobby lerhhs!!
haix..
all either wrk or oversea..
sian..
den bobby msg say wan watch movie tgt..
haha..

nt free larhhs..
haha..
den jio hym go christmas party..
haha..
yan bin get me organise derhhs..
Lol..



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92211149..
=)..
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TAG ME A MSG ALSO CAN..
ALL ARE WELCOME..
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HAHA..


freee frm wrk!!
yeah..
bt tmr gettin result..
haix..
buddha bless me sia..
=p..

cuz i bo study at all..
hahas..
ppl who wished me gd luck..
-renga
-sweets
-mei hua
and many many more..
thnx lots..




i lurve uu!!
though i know uu lazy read my blog,
bt i juz gonna shout it out here..
uu are not as bad as uu seems..
at least to me uu ar special..
=p..

FREEDOM AT LAST!!
yeah!!
haha..
last day at work..
cool hool..
haha..
=)

heyhey look,
i m nt quitting because of hym..
i jux work to gain experience..
and and i guess i have gained enuf lerhhs..
haha..

saw pei yi in staff canteen..
she work there too..
hahas..


my aunt n uncle frm china and my aunt
went to support me..
hahas..
thnx..
=)..
den saw zhi han and her family..

last dae..
yeah..
i keep repeat..
cuz i m simply happy happy happy..

ck korhx..
thnx arhhs..
peihx me msg..
hahas..

sweets..
dun emo larhhs..
cheer up alrite..
=)..

i am so so so missing hym..
whn can i see hym agn??
soon..??
hope so
yeah..


imy,ily,iwy..
bt i wun die wif/out uu..
i dun nd u to live..
so i did nt put iny..
haha..
=)..


tmr meet jasmine go shop shop..
so many ppl busy oversea or work lorhhs..
at work
-veronica
-wai ying
-titiny
-su bin
-fabian
-chong kit
-cliffton
-ken
and many many more..

goin oversea derhhs..
-ken
-bendan==>indo(cip)

gonna miss dem..
haix..
sian sia..

m i lurving hym or jux lyking his action tat he did??
m i lurving hym??
m i m i??

hihi ppl..
got miss me??
sian..
sweetss have been peihx me msg..
so..
long word short say....

yesterdae..
sold 8 onli..
saded..
cuz de 3 boxes of code put wrong..
dunno which fcker put wrong..
break tym shd be 4 de..
i do till 4.30 den noe tym overshot..
ended up 5 den go break..
haha..
cool..
haha..
fcked up..
bt still gotta face de customers wif fake smile..
dey happy dey buy..
den still gotta face other pissed off face..
code paste wrong de also nt me..
gib me tat fckin face forh wad sia..
aft wrk meet bendan..
take bus..
he peihx me take till bugis,
den he take bus bck to cck agn..
really bendan..
wei le peihx me take bus,
waste le abt 2 hr cum and go..
bendan..
lurve uu sia.!!
u go oversea will miss u derhhs!!


today..
ken say dunno why fcked up..
by no one and nth..
jux fcked up..
Lol..
dun fcked up larhhs..
=)..
ended up manage to keep hym smile..
gdgd..
haha..
break tym meet cliffton..
sian..
wrk at taka bo tell me..
den ask hym y nvr tell me he wrk at taka..
den guess wad,
he say he nvr say he nt wrk taka..
ass sia..
den nvr mind..
buy drinks le..
ju go up..
cuz nt hungry..
so bo eat..
shhhhh..
i told sweets i was eating whn i nvr evn eat..
haha..
saw cliffton le..
say byebye..
he eat wif his fren and i go bck wrk..



haha..
nt evn one wrk..
4 daes nia i cnt tahan lerhhs..
Lol
i was rite..
i cnt evn wrk 1 month larhhs..
bt de co shd thnx me..
hmmm..
haha..
cuz i help dem sell lots..
today sell 10++ agn..
yeah..
de customer i lurve her so much..
flip de polo t lyk no1 business..
and and..
open de plastics lyk fcking happy..
butbut..
wad i lurve most abt her is,
she buy de polo lyk as if its free sia..
lurve u man aunty..
opps..
i mean lady..
=p..






xintong arhhs..
tag uu lerhhs..
haha..
sian..
u gonna miss de christmas party!!
arghhh!!
later den send uu vanessa nmb okays,,
=)..

peihx me msg derhhs..(tdae)
-ken<3<3
-chongkit korhx korhx..<3<3
-bendan<3<3<3
-sweets<3


gg le larhhs..
am i lurving hym??
izzi??
izzi??
omg..
hw..
i noe lurve hym is come to no ending derhhs..
sian..
god bless me he wun c tis sia..
did he really dun mind me??
i so so so wanna make hym mine..
Lol..
jkjk..
i nt despo till liddat larhhs..
=)..
nw wad i gotta do is to stop missin hym n tinkin abt hym..
~end~

Labels: omgomg.. am i in lurve wif hym

haha..
tdae go wrk tat tym my stall lyk pig sly..
haha..
i noe wad piggy owner gonna say..
cuz i m a pig tats y gt pig sly..
haha..

thx agn sweets forh peihx me msg..
haha..
bake cake or wadeva may b tiring..
bt whn uu truly taste de food tat uu made,
uu cor tat heaven( if it taste gd..)
Lol..
=)..

and heyhey ppl..
haha..
tat boss of mine..
whom i nvr meet b4..
msg me at 1.15 to tell me start wrk at 1.30..
wan me fly there in 15 mins whn i havent evn bath larhhs..
impossible..
i bathe le den immediately cab dwn..
its abt $10 larhhs..
is he gonna pay forh it..
i dun intend to claim..

tat $$ face..
tell me gib hym receipt..
haha..
$$ face!!
haha

he say gt tis type of bf gd marhhs..
his head larhhs..
bluff me say meet fren att taka wan go find me..
scare de shit outta me..
bluff me derhhs..
$$ face go die larhhs..

sweets peihx me msg whole dae agn..
haha..
he suddenly say dun take sweets forh granted..
jiehx jiehx wun take uu forh granted derhhs larhhs..
haha..
told hym:
i always treat people around me de best i can..
bt if de person is out to diixiiao me or to make things diff forh me,
i will make it 100 tym worst forh their lyf..
he tell me relax..
haha..
he is my TIME KEPPER..
haha..

saw XINDE..
walk pst me 3-4 tym,
din reconise is me..
whn i pick up de courage to call hym,
he alrdy left wif his parents..
Lol..
xinyi was there ju hao lerhhs..
haha..

tmr gotta wrk agn..
slp tight ppl..
nites nites..

kana spammed..
blog deleted..
ar those spammer too much
or is tat person deserve it??

hong ppl std..
hong lyk fcking hell..
bi here bi there..
den bhind std wif another one..

ani more??
maybe..
got-
-honey??
-dear??
-dardar??
-baobei

did tat person deserve it??!!
whn wanna help hym tat tym,
too late..
blog delete..

whn noe abt it,
whole heart sank..
yes he might be wrong..
but maybe its a little too much..

hong-ing the wrong ppl..
offending the wrong ones..
why??
haix..
gd luck to tat person..

Labels: hong-ing the wrong ppl..offending the wrong ones..

yeahyeah..
on cloud nine nw..
haha..
sold more den my own target..

i sold 22..
actually is more derhhs..
bt den too many ppl..
so 4gt wad some had ordered..
bt nvr mind..

nt as tired as de 1st dae..
nt as unpleasant as 1st dae..
many ppl came to talk to me..
de aunty..
de "jiehx jiehx"..
de "korhx korhx"..

thx jojo and anita for helping me pack de stock..
=)..
and and also those who peihx me msg thru de dae..
-J
-Bendan'L
-sweets..

bendan;
uu horhhs..
really bendan leh..
gt wedding bt dun drink too much horhhs..
uu still gotta drive..
and thx 4 suggesting sending me home..
paiseh..
ii dun wan uu send me hm le lata uu very tired..
nt dun lyk uu..
=)..

J;
wan buy polo t??
haha..
one $29 leh..
uu wan ju buy lorhhs..
bt say real de..
de texture veri gd..
100% cotton leh..
alrdy abt 50% discount lerhhs..
santa barbara and thomas smith..
wan buy hurry buy..
whn bck to actual price ju too late lerhhs..

Sweets..
saw uur tag..
haha..
reply lerhhs..
haha..
thx arhhs..
fone bill burst le marhhs..
haha..
hi5 arhhs..
we both injured our left hand..
haha..
rmb,
blame it on de object..
haha..
Lol..

many interesting things happen..
funny sia..
=)..
too many to post abt lerhhs..
wrking tomorrow..

oh ya..
sbm cep camp i grp 1..
who same as me arhhs??
haha..
must entu wif me arhhs..
haha..
zhi high is my fav..
haha..
jeanne..
lets zhi high tgt..

~END~
P.S: nites ppl.. sweet dreams.. slp early horhhs..

Labels: peihx me izzi a diff task.. haha.. i veri bo liao horhhs.. haha..

omgomg..
tmr gonna wrk agn..
sian..

hmm..
2.30-10.30??
will i b able to take it leh??
my taitai lyf..
=(
hab to say bye..

target for tmr??
1st dae 12
on wkdae thrusday..
tmr wkend..
hmm..

mayb 15??
or 20??
i always set low target to ensure
i can acheive it..
Lol..
am i useless??

nvr mind..
haha..
super duper song whn i see it..
i noe i veri bad..
bt it reallys made me feel on cloud 9 sia..
=p..

de words might hurt..
bt wad dey said is true marhhs..
so he got nth to say..

shd i help hym??
bt i do agree wif wad dey say..
nt 100% of wad dey i agree..

do he deserve it??
shd i help or join in de fun..
bt...
he is a human aft all..
he do hab feelings..

wad shd i do??!!
if is uu wad will uu do leh??
cn ani1 tell me??



jux nw sweets say 4gt my link..
so i gave sweets..
hmm..
w8-ing for sweets tag..
hehe..
sweets arhhs!!
hurry tag leh..
i wanna see wad uu gonna tag..

hows science centre..??
i will try to go okays..
=)
if i free..
lyk i said..
3D exibition..
actually.................
looking at them make my HAIRSS stand..!!
will try my best go..
haha..
go wif my family??
Lol..
dunno uu slp lerhhs marhhs..
i gonna slp soon aft tis post..
=)..
sorry let uu w8 so long for my post..
tat darn playlist by de side i still cnt fix..
fck!!
haix..
do it other tym..
tmr gotta wrk..
no tym waste lerhhs..
nites nites sweetsssssssssssss......
slp well horhhs..

Byeeeeee ppl..........

Labels: nites ppl

yesterday chat wif relative till 1++..
den go up watch tv do nth till abt 2++,3..
sat start wrk agn..
haix..

camp camp camp..
shd i go??
dun care 1st larhhs..
result come out le den say..
17 dec..
Arrghhh..
de dae..
gg le larhhs..

wad tym i dun evn noe larhhs can..
sian sia..
dun say le larhhs..

den chat till half,
ken msg say can chat ma..
Lol..
i tell hym my relative come cant chat wif hym..
den he ask me if my realtive come frm africa..
i say dey come frm china..
haha..

wah..
den he tot i come frm china also..
i tell hym i 100% spore de..
haha..
my voice lyk china ppl voice meh..

den he say wad den lyk china ppl..
den we kinda debate..
ended up no win no lose..
he say MOST are proud selfish blablabla..
not all marhhs..
=)..
tats wad i tell hym..

den play facebk till slp jux now..
Lol,,
haha..

jux nw ken call tat tym i slp den i bluff hym say i busy..
end up cnt get bck to slp..
so w8 abt 1 to 2 hr later den call bck..
bt he wan go toilet..
so i cup dian wei..
haha..

steamboat agn..
den nt eatin dinner today..
haha..
shhhh..

gonna end here..
wish me gd luck..
stay happy ppl..
=)
miss me wors..

Labels: stay happy

yea..
tdae relative frm china come my hse stay..
dey slp @ 2nd floor..
Lol..

dey brought us sweet..
i dunno wads tat called..
bt its nice..
and bread..
spore de is nicer..
cuz easiler to eat..

china one is original..
so harder..
i bite less den half my month tired lerhhs..
and and..
de chinese tea..
dunno wad brand de..
darn nice..
smell and taste nice..
haha..

recalling on de happy times whn bic had our tea section..
Lol..
whn everyone is there..
sec 1
-xinti
-zhiyin
-pearlyn
-and de other gal..(4gt name)paiseh

sec2
-wenshi
-regine
-javier
-wenfeng
-daryl
-and others

sec3
-jia hui
-hazel
-amanda
-leona
-peijin
-elysia
-mei hua<3
-renfang
-elieen
-wenqi

sec4
-claudia
-me &
-yeat yuan

all was there..
no conficts..
no quarrel..
at least not so serious ones..
haix..
=)

now..
many left bic..
though we get de 1st cca position,
things ar nt as steady as it is..

bic gave me confidence in doin things..
performing on stage,
stage fright is no longer a problem..

gd things always comes to an end..
bt whether will it happen agn??
its up to de juniors..
jia yous wors..
BIC!!






btw,
bck to my hse..
Lol..
haha..
tea was nice..
yummy..
haha..
now going downstairs livingroom to have steamboat..
bye folks..

Labels: BIC jia yous..

dunno why suddenly found his blog,
den went to see see..
Lol..
say dun wan cre8..
den cre8 le bo tell me..

i still got de wae to noe it derhhs..
=)..
see le buay gah yan..
wanna spam derhhs..
end up well wish hym..
haha..

its really an difficult decision to make whn every morning receive hym morning msg..
shd i reply hym??
or shd i ju delete his nmb??
Lol..

say i hab weird wae of typing and yet he lurves msg-in me so much huh??
Lol..
i lurves my "haha"..
so??
so wad ya gonna do wif it??

bo reply awhile nia
nxt msg ask if i m angry..
so wad if i m??
and stop giving me wad shit say dun wan ani gan meihx!!
stop de nick u hab given me..

i lurve hym and tats it..
no matter wad..
so stop making it as if i m urs alrite!!
i m nt larhhs..

see u on9 ju bek chek..
sian sia..
i hate uu man..
wad complicated shit..
gt stead le still bi here bi there..
on9 gals is all uu hab larhhs..

haix..
jux now on msn ethel come ask me whether i goin sbm cep..
i say dunno..
den say mayb..
Lol..
so m i goin??!!

i not gl..
bt only a camper..
javier go gl camp..
bt nvr go cep b4 and he cn b one..
=)

many not goin..
i also nt sure if i shd go..
many jio me go too..
so confuse sia..

every yr i look 4ward forh it..
tis yr,
i seems a little reluctant..
why??
i also dunno..

msg msg msg..
msg till wanna boom lerhhs..
study study study,
take out bk ju wan slp lerhhs..
haix..

nxt yr also dunno cn go sec 5 marhhs..
or go ite!!??
study nw got wad use sia..
dun evn noe my future..

buddha bless me cn go sec 5..
nt tat ite is bad..
ite got their gd point too..
bt jux tat i simply LURVE TP!!
haha..

TP ILY..
IWY!!
~END~

Arrr..
less den the tym of 1 month and i dreamt of hym agn..
Y??
he 又不是我的人。
但我几乎每天思念着他。

it had been lyk so many yrs since i know hym..
whn i dunno hw to cherish hym..
now thinking of hym..
wads de point..

haix..
type so many lerhhs..
den suddenly dc..
Lol..
haha..
nt fated wif hym?

whn i c hym n her de pic,
i will always think,
:"wow, last so long arhhs?"
den i ended up wishing them last long..
=)

i dreamt of hym come sit bside me and talk to me politely..
in front of her..
Lol..
it might seems normal forh others to do that..
bt to me,
he will talk to me is lyk a miracle..

how i wish the dream will come true..
is it that difficult to talk to me??
whn i see hym gib me face,
i feel angry..
bt whn i dun get to see hym,
i miss hym lyk shit..

Labels: imy..

yesterdae went wrk..
saw regine de moment i step out of taka staff checkpoint..
=)
Lol..

she ask me say she tot i fri start wrk..
yesterdae is anita take leave i replace marhhs..
haha..
she say if cn she go up find me bt dun hav..

den stand whole dae,
leg fckin pain sia..
haix..
whole body black..
bt 1st dae nia i ju sell 12 clothes,
nt bad marhhs..

stanta barbara china people lyks it..
most customers are foreigner..
who cares as long as dey buy it..
=)..
yesterdae went hm late..
reach hm onli @ 11 plus..
darn tired..

den tdae nth much to do..
shd i go forh camp??
SBM cep camp??

sian..
ppl nvr evn go cep camp b4 cn b gl
i go forh 3 yrs cnt jux bcuz i cnt make it forh gl camp..
wad reason is tat sia..

so many ppl who i noe nt goin,
go there lata camp nd c ppl face hw sia..
shd i go?? shd i go??
ani birddy tell me!!

Labels: shd i go?? shd i go??

hihi ppl..
=)
i m bck..
haha..

tdae went taka c c..
wow..
i jux notice there is a canteen jux forh staff of taka..
cool..

but i gotta wear black frm head to toe..
siao eh..
bo ping di xie..
so mayb wear heels..
=p..

went ard taka..
note dwn all level got sell wad..
wah i so hardwrkin horhhs..
b4 wrk ju start note dwn stuff to get myself prepared
jux in case any customer ask..

@ 1st i heard anita and the lady keep mention JOJO here JOJO there..
i tot she is a fierce lady..
hmmmm...
i was wrong..
she is quite a gd lady maybe..

dunno if she will turn fierce once i start wrk..
Lol..
hey ppl..
i selling man's clothes sia..

feel free to cum buy..
$29 one..
brand is wad smith derhhs..
lvl 3..
near entrance..

haha..
blieve??
go ju noe lerhhs..
cnt find me ur prob lorhhs..

ppl who really wan c me @ wrk,
msg me lorhhs..
den i tell u whr..
haha..

shd i miss this forh tat..??

hopefully it will all turn out fine..
haha..
ying2 jux cor say saw me..
Lol..
she c wrong ppl larhhs..
haha..

she also wrk there..
haha..
shd hab ask her whr..
den go diixiiao her..
Lol..
jkjk..

she say gd luck to me
say wad veri xinku..
gg larhhs..
still nd gib deposit of $10 sia..

say wad quit le return me..
haha..
c i cn wrk forh long ma lorhhs..

Labels: aiyoyo..frm head to toe black..

Ass.. so emotional cuz of XT??
lol..
cuz cor XT she missed lots of maii cor..

jux feel kexi if we end here..
got lots of prob with the taka job..
Lol..
kept cor Anita and Boss..
haha..

today didnt do much..
went out at 2++ do thing den ju go library return bk, borrow bk ju go hm..
cooked breakfast, lunch and dinner..
so guai sia me..

To: SHA GUA
euu noe who i refering to??
haha..
by doing tat dun nd feel bad larhhs..
its all in de past..
wad guilty wad feel bad..
dun nd larhhs..
SHA GUA!!
=)
if euu wanna comment,
dun indicate ur name arhhs....
Lol..

To:Piggy owner-Jc
=p..
say me piggy..
haha..
u also piggy lorhhs..!!
(see my post lerhhs den at msn diixiiao me)..
miss euu leh..
today bo msg me??
bleah..
dun fren euu le larhhs..
bo msg me i veri sian leh..
haha..

Labels: PIGGY OWNER AND SHA GUA, TOPIC FORH DE DAE

gonna work at taka on fri..
shit sia..
long sleeve shirt long pants+ covered shoe..
ALL IN BLACK!!
sot sia..


wonder if i get all wet with sweat sia..
haha..
buddha bless me..
17 gettin result..
counting down to my doom day..


cuz i got no confidence at all..
i bo study hw to get gd result sia..
all i cn do is to pay all day forh gd results lorhhs..
haha..


XT;
i miss euu so so so much sia..
haha..
euu cnt let ur mum control who u go with rite..

if is bcuz of her euu "avoid" me then....
if euu tink is worth sacrifise our relationship cuz of ur mum then i got nth to say..
no matter whr euu go or wad u bcum i will always b there forh euu..
=)

euu gave me de memories are all kept close to me..
dey ar unforgetable memories..
memorable ones..
rmb whn we take bus hm or to elsewhr..

the laughter we shared..
the angers and vulgur we had..
and the settle taiji wae..
Lol..

its all might gonna end jux cuz tat dae we missed ur mum's 17++ miss call
in onli less den 2 hr,..
nvr mind..
maybe its really too much to miss so much call..
its all cuz we had so so so much fun tat we heard nth..
=)

i was darn surprise whn i recall our relationship cn last so long sia..
ending soon maybe..
so if we do,
take cares..

Labels: no matter whr euu go or wad euu bcum, rmb i will always be there forh euuXT

♥YanYe isalwayshappy♥
aka ♥Yanye Wantsyoutosmile♥
Sweet 18'2011 ^^



Ex kong hwa-ian..
Ex mjr-ian..
Currently studying in Ngee Ann poly {Health Science_ Nursing}



Previously an ALIEN from MARS!!
Fall on Earth as an Aries<3
Born on April 5th 1993..



Lovies:
♥Myself
♥Singing
♥Pool
♥DOMOKUN



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A warm welcome to all readers. HI
Welcome to my world of words
Everything here is ♥copyrighted™♥



This is my blog and i have the say. Do i? :)

i am a weaking i may call myself
i can cry over the smallest loss
but laugh and smile at the smallest things done or given to me
not easy to be contented in a way, i want life to be in it's simplest.♥

Been through a lot in life and,
all that i say is, I'VE CHANGED♥
Hurt, Tears, Lies are my weakest point,
the moment they appear, i cry.



As for haters who hate me?
no one is perfect, if you say you hate,
why are you here?
See the X on the top?
Simply click on it and say good bye



When we are given this life we deserve,
we are suppose to live it to the fullest
ENJOY YOUR STAY♥

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*Yanye Wantsyoutosmile*


♥Family members
Li wei(real blood sister)
Xiao Long(real blood bro)
Xiao yong(real blood bro)
Chanel(cousin)
Sherrie(cousin)



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♥BIC mjr
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♥SBM
♥♥♥Thy Rainbow Familyzxc
Uncle's Office webby<3
♥YBC-Young Buddhist Chapter


♥Special People:
Ding Rong Fa Shi