Days of fun and laughter comes with the combination of cries and tears..
Defination of child abuse..
what it really means??
-bleedings??
-cane marks??
-blue blacks??

being
-pinched??
-boxed??
-caned??
-beat??
-kicked??



well,
the most hurtful fact is it comes from your parents..
Looked crazy, fun and cheerful in front of others..
what's the point??
its all fake!!






haix..
lump of blueblack left on my legs and hands just now..
left by my dad..
he came home and starts shouting at me..
beated me with WOODEN STICK..
then left for work..


lucky my aunt came up to help me after hearing noises..
thanks..
or i might have died of injury..
WHY??


All thanks to my sister..
real blood sister..
she love sabotage-ing me!!
i hate her..
but when it comes to times when i walk past or saw things that she loved,
i will still stop to take a 2nd look and look at the price tag..
if i can afford, i buy it for her..
yet...............
haix..





when friends who were with me asked;
"buy for your sis again??"
i would just smile..
they would always asked again..
:"she did all these to you yet you always think for her and treat her like this..
you makes a good sis.."
i would just say" mei you larhhs.. mai gei ta er yi marhhs
- no larhhs.. buy for her only marhhs"





want my dad left,
i heard ringing of the house phone,
i just left it untouch..
leave it for 2nd floor people go pick up..



cried again..
these tears that came down my checks these years,
can say that count more than the rice that i had ever eaten in my life..
it may sound fake..

who cares who really go read this post..
i have the rights to shout or scream or post whatever on my post..
as long as i know that what i post is the truth of fact..
well, i will try not to hurt anyone if can..





Long post sia..
haha..
all these haha..
to cheer myslef up..
looking at the mirror when i see an one eye freak!!





do i really have to suffer all life from all the names callings and discrimination
just because the doctor made a mistake 15 years ago??
when i was only 18 months old..
AND the drip of wrong medicine gave me an meroable rest of my life to suffer for the doctor's mistake..
its all fated..


if my mum were to give birth to the child before me,
i would have not been in this world..
why would god give me this chance to live in this world when all
i get from my family is beatinga and scoldongs..


if she were to not suffer from miscarriage,
i would not have been so suffering..
i know there are people out there who are worst than me..
but the stat6e i am in is,
i am not totally disabled..
nor i going on as an normal human..


LIFE'S REALLY TORTUROUS FOR ME!!

Labels: life is really hard for me.. suffer for the doctor's mistake and get all these.

♥YanYe isalwayshappy♥
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Sweet 18'2011 ^^



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