today was okay..
was waken up by dad at 11++ to go eat breakfast..
haha..
yep.. 11++ breakfast..

i was facebooking,
msn-ing,
tagged-ing,
friendster-ing,
and viewing blogs..

just one thing i forget is to post my own blog..
=p
so dumb dumb me..
haha..

i took picture of the cuts i cut on my hand..
and also some of my bleeding parts..
so sick sia me..
haha..
wanted to post it up..
but dunno what stopped me..

created a video..
i was think should i create one for my class..
though getting pictures of classmates can be a little of a problem,
but maybe i can do it..

what is weird is no one knows who created the class blog..
that person create le then never update or tag..
weirdo..
samore cheng guan name spell wrong..
haha..

can't wait to cheer for my that two gans..
=)
jia yous wor..

Labels: GANS jia yous

this few days were okay..
not until when i quarrel with mum just now and left home..
was pinched and beaten till the toy sword was broken into pieces..
this is the first time i cut my hand..
at least the first time is deep..
bleed..

i have had enough hurt done by people around me..
they tried to pull my morale down..
they tried to make me break down..
some had succeed some had not..

XT and N came my house on wed and fri..
naughty naughty..
they 为了come my house pon cca..
we played like crazy like mad..

N was beaten till whole body gonna go blueblack..
XT went siao siao..
still tell me girl must gentle a bit don't hit table..
yet she play like xiao kui..

me and XT were darn close..
she cried for a guy whom she loved..
they were tgt..
but the guy did things that hurt her times and again..

XT and me went $7 shop..
i get her to try out tube dress and took pic..
she look nice..
=)
thanks to me..
the designer..=p

met GY on wed..
when me XT and jasmina saw him,
we were like..
'shit sia.. nerd nerd the..'
haha..
i even ran away..
=p

later he left for school say what his teacher call him..
guai kia ju shi guai kia..
=)
then me and XT walk walk..

when i left home just now..
even evil thoughts came unknowingly to me..
lucky,
我连死的勇气都没有。
是好事吗？

when i helped XT when changing her clothes,
then thats the time i saw and know she had a heart operation before..
=(
then after taking the tube dress pic,
meet mei hua..
ahe was late for 30 mins sia..

pei XT wait for her bus..
from 7.30 till 8++..
because we purposely let the first bus go..

comforted mei hua..
wasted sia she..
mei hua had soar throat,
so when semi final that time sing 走声。
she have nice voice..

i promised mei hua and zoe to get people to cheer for them when they go on stage..
just like national day celebration..
me and that whole gang shout and scream like dunno what..


mei hua, zoe!!
i will get as many people as possible to cheer for you okay..
=)
jia yous..
i will love you two forever!!
<3
我永远爱你。
要加油喔！
你可以的。
我们永远support 你!!

Labels: xin tong is my bao bei..we share our troubles and worries..xin tong wo hui ai ni de

shit..
1st word of post is shit??
haha..
just cut my hair..
haha..
is not short not long, not nice not cute..

today suppose to have the Adam Khoo thingy the..
also dunno what is it..
haha..

mdm toh say can get to see people like kenny, shame..
haha..
i didn't give a darn..
because i got others..
=)

like........
haha..
my gans??


handphone bill shoot up like rocket..
message message message..
haha..
so dad don't let me use..
so sis took handphone..
haha..

can't message..
so he call me lor..
call my house number a few times..
sis directly say:"ni dao zhe muo duo ci zhuo she muo."

i was like so high today..
i improve in terms of my subject results..
passes increases..
passed subjects
-English
-Chinese
-Combine science
~Chemistry
-Combine humanities
~Social studies


reach home that time..
jumping and shouting like hell..
at least i improved..
i am sure i can do better for my N and O...
=)
jia yous yan ye..

Labels: i am sure i can do better for my N and O..

today did maths..
signed the form for retaking o level mother tongue..

For people who did not do well..
jia yous..
lets work hard together and get As..
=)
For people who already got As..
congrats..

today whole day messaging..
not sure what i am doing is right a not..
haha..
view blogs..
tagged them..

online on facebook,
tagged,
friendster,
msn
and blogger..
haha..

study study study..
no time for someone..
no time meet..
because i don't want get distracted..
studies first..
haha..

told wei wei gor..
i wanna be selfish for once and enjoy all 4 world..

FAMILY......
~DADDY LOVE,MUMMY LOVE MEI MEI LOVE AND DIDI LOVE..

FRIENDS.....
~LOVE FROM ALL FRIENDS..

GANS........
~CARE FROM THEM..(*MEI BE HAPPY!! DON'T QUARRAL WITH HIM LE..

AND LASTLY.. <3
~HYM..




I JUST WANNA TELL SOMEONE THAT if people is dog what are you??
bitch and bastard is the word for you to use or mend for you??
is it even your business..
both of the same kind ya??=)
so if you not happy with whoever you say,
tell that person and not keep complaining behind..
thats an advise..
wanna listen listen don't want suah..

ever since i created this blog,
i promised myself not to delete any post i posted..
so whatever i say is already typed into my life forver..

=)
i seized our friendship even more than anything else!!
did you cherish it??
haha..
NO..
its okay..
i still treat you as one ALWAYS..
up to you on when you come to realise it..
you might not have seen this..
but thats what i have in mind..

Labels: i will be waiting..waiting to see when you come to realise how well i seized and cherish our friendship..

today P.E accidently hit lots of people..
but *** is special..
maybe i should unknown..
later got misunderstanding again..

ya..
none other then teo wei lin..
why am i so afraid to spoil her reputation??
haha..
people tell me she is not worth being my friend..

Pe play netball is sure got accidently hit people the ma..
she also got hit until me..
did i complain??
i even apologise lar!!
what she did in return!!??

yesterday on msn i wrote TWL sucks..
i only know teo wei lin??
bcuz me and TAN WEN LEE was daring each other to mention each other on msn..
so he did..
i did too..
haha..

and what happen??
TEO WEI LIN came to thanks me..
out of no reason!!
she said thanks for saying she sucks!!
what is this??!!

me and my class getting drift apart again..
haix..
never mind..
all i want now is not all these..
is my As and Bs..
haha..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THANSKORN!!
he was bash up by other guys..
so poor thing..
hurts so much......

i .....
haix..
less words is better..

Labels: the world got a lot of TWL.. not only teo wei lin that i know..

just got back o level mother tongue result..
cried..
did so badly..

though i am not the lousiest one..
but i got bloodly hell marks..
with only b3 with distinction..
where can i go with that??!!

tears tears tears is all i got!!
i hate it when i cry..
i am such a cry baby!!

lucky i got my gans..
thanks gans!!
thanks for the confort!!
<3 u..
muackz...

Labels: i felt so hopeless..only tears were the word to explain how i feel..

i have learnt new things again..
haha..
from others..
no matter who..
we have things to learn from them..

我们常常为了别人的过错，
造成自己的难过。
but why do we have to??
haha..
we get angry or sad when we are not the one in wrong??
haha..
IRONY!!

BIC was like darn fun larhhs..
with people who are not fit to be in not in..
haha..
my darlings:
-meng kuan
-pei jin
-jia hui
-leona
-wen shi
and others made me laugh and smile with TRUE JOY WITHIN..

as per normal,
i won for the 3rd time..
this time winner gotta do chicken dance..
haha..

like what chuan guan fa shi said..
we singaporean like to speak multi language..
when we are to speak in only one language,
we fail to do so..
haha..
zhi yin, xin ti also kana..
haha..

nowadays,
exam exam exam..
haha..
faces from asshole,
i can't be bodered..
haha..

i wrote a poem again..
haha..
i thought it would not be in use..
but i was wrong again..
haha..

things were so called settled..
but its obvious it is still within..
haha..
=)
but with my friends by my side..


I AM HAPPY!!
I LOVE GAY!!

haha..
will post the poem up one day..
haha..
=p
its so nicely written..

我的快乐，
由我自己来决定。
如果你又想把我弄到的念头，
我劝你还是死心吧！！

TO: (16)(5)(1)(18)(12)(25)(14)
so you know is your fault??
did you really think so??
you like people to make use of your name so much??
let you be..

you treat her so close so sisterly,
yet she used your name??
you are willing to??
very well..
=)

then be prepared for the next one..
you like to be used..
you dont mind being used??
good..


this is all what you say:
you say she used your name to test me??
you say you are willing to let her make use of your name??
you say you wanted to apologise??-but did you??
i am too lazy to go on..

i know you were there to lend me a listening ears when i need one..
i appreciate it very much..
but how could you tell me not to trust you when i told you everything..
and you PROMISED nopt to say out..

i know you will read this..
i know you will tag me..
i know you will say i am overdoing..
but am i??

who said i get sec 1 gang go find you..
you said you didn't know how to change the blog's setting time??
i taught you..
did you go to your setting to change??

you know how to delete post..
you know how to delete or clear your tag box..
did you even give a darn to apologise or change the clock??
haha..

i have to say i was rude on the phone that day..
for this i apologise..
but what was all the laughter about??
is it really that funny??!!

you said you got nothing to say..
now i know why..
because you said it all on your blog!!
=)




okay okay..
i shall stop all these..
haha..
i wouldn't let it affect my mood just for others wrongdoing..
=)

Labels: i wouldn't let it affect my mood just for others wrongdoing..

this is how friendship ends..
that's how weak and doubtful
relationship are in this world..

not even a thousand pages of words can save it..
not even my lord buddha can help me retrive it..
it all depends on how friends cherish and seize it.....

hey dude..
i had not been here to post for quite sometime..
haha..
lots of things happened..

but this time i am not gonna name them..
or i will get people saying i trying to make them famous or whatsoever shit..

just wanting this type of people to shoo away from my life..
haha..
wrote a lot of poem about it..
haha..

i really want to thanks those who are by my side when i need a listening ears..
-MENG KUAN
-PEI JIN
-WEN SHI
-yeat yuan(a little)

they stand by me when i need help..
there to support me..
there to give me considerable comment and resolution to my problems..

i had learn to be cheerful these days..
=)
thanks..
B.I.C really rawks man..
oh.. i meant BUDDHA..
haha..
maybe in NON-presence of someone??
haha..

joking around..
learning dharma..
sharing words and thoughts with BUDDHA..
haha..
meng kuan!! karma..

we had fun playing-cum-learning..
aikido,
dharma,
games..

we did a game last week that
if we are to speak english or call chuan guan shi fu: teacher
we are to be punished to shout;
wo hen li hai..
i kana 10 over time..
the most the lorhhs..
haha..

then this week is cannot speak chinese..
i...
i...
still the 10 over ++ the..
haha..
this time is shout;
i am the best..

wen shi, pei jin, meng kuan,
aiya everyone larhhs..
they made me laugh and sabotage me..

love them..
haha..
good night folks..
=)

Labels: they stand by me when i need help..there to support me..there to give me considerable comment and resolution to my problems..

pearlyn posted a post for me on her blog..
just like the past..
but this time is different..

1st she say all bad about me..
then say i get my sec1 go find her taiji..
then say don't drag wei lin down..

then say i cry cause of her..
say what i say her so widely..
please larhhs..

TO:PEARLYN..
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY..
I WILL NOT REQUEST TO GET YOU TO DELETE THE POST..
YOU SAID YOU HOPE YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE COME CLOSE TO ME IN THE PAST YA??
THEN TREAT ME AS NO ONE THEN..
FIRST YOU SAY YOU WANT TO QUIT BIC BECAUSE OF JIA HUI AND YOUR PARENT AND THE NEGLECT OF YOUR PRESENCE OF YOU BY ALL IN BIC..
NOW YOU SAY IS ME..
WHAT I SAY HERE WEN SHI ALSO KNOW..
NOW YOU SAY TILL AS IF IS MY FAULT!!
WILL TALK TO YOU!!

all tags replied..
haha..
yesterday on bus saw ZHI QING..
haha..

she tell me what NIGEL say about me..
haha..
chatted lots..
haha..
she still remembered me..
haha..

she called my name then we talk talk..
haha..
=)
miss her so much sia..
haha..

saw matthew tag on nigel blog tell them stop..
dunno stop what maybe he is not that bad after all..
=p
haha..
MAYBE..

now whole class, the girls okay okay to me..
we smiled,
we played..
haha..
only one still give me face..

she say i say bad about her to P..
then P say is she anyhow boom the..
on msn..
P tell me i shouldn't have trust her..
and told me to trust other sec 1s..

P said all this after i tell P everything??
P said this after promising me not to say out..

all i say to P was i am disappointed in her..
and i cried for her..
not the guys..

P say dun drag her down..
and say she say that because she want to trick me..
so is P's lying
OR
she is... she is realli tricking me??


why all these is happening to me??
why do they have to hurt me so deeply..
do i have to suffer for the fault of the doctor??

the doctor can just treat eveything normal after i went 1 eye blind??
and suffer for life with the eye??!!
but why??
why do i have to be given birth to??
why do my mum miscarriage and have me..
if the child before me was born,
then i wouldn't be here to suffer..!!

Labels: i hate myself.. cuz i am not living my own life..

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