i am not gonna be affected by those ASSHOLES le..
so i will resume posting..
haha..
after all this is my blog..

because i just came to know actually is not in the wrong..
is just that they heard a different story from him..
i heard everything..

i am sorry i don't mean to toe thing..
i just want to get the facts right..
haha..
=)

TO SHARIL:
now i know what all of you heard already..
whatever you heard..
what i say you or what so ever,
all i have to say is he is using you..
he dare not come to talk to me..
i called him..
he dare not pick up..
what you heard is 10% true..
about our pri sch thing,
what he say is the opp of what others say..
you could ask..
but i don't want to get others into this..
this is between me and him..
all i gotta say is i DID NOT say you..




thing happen not because i finding trouble..
i did not even border to reply him after my 2nd message..
he sent 4!!
he said more than what is true to you people..

sorry to say i had been getting news from some of our classmate..
just that they keep it a secret..
they kept me informed of what cheng guan say..



today went to police station after mother tongue n level oral..
sit there wait 4 about 15 mins..
then do what i suppose to..

HARRASMENT is an outside school offence..
di xiiao me..
call my phone all you want..
i got my way of getting things..

i got his number from wan ru..
just don't get it..
he kaypo so much..
chap in so much for??

he is just using people to come against me
because he did not dare to come ALONE to me..
=)
is okay..
because now i know whats going on..

Labels: TRUST IN THE RIGHT PERSON SO THAT YOU WILL NOT BE HURT OR SIMPLY JUST TRUST ONLY YOURSELF..

lots of things happened..
people close to me should know about it le..
so wouldn't post much about it..

i will be back to post when it is time..
all happenings are recorded on paper..
so fill you people up when i come back to post..
haha

came back just to see if got spammer..
haha..
and i was right..
haha..
is a HUM..
i thought at least he got the BALLS to put his name..
haha..

all i gotta say is thanks all those who offered to help me..
i gotta settle this myself..
after all is part of my fault too MAYBE..

loveyoubrandonthanksforyoursupportyouarerighttheyarechildishespeciallythatchengguan..
<3
thanks

Labels: he is there close to me to pei me through the way..

doing personal recount compo now..
haha..
on own account..
be will the 3rd compo marked by teacher..
=)

movie was okay..
saw sherman again..

today was fine..
went taka again..
haha..

thats all not gonna say much..
bye..
muackzZz..
loves..

Labels: love

Edelle, jing ying and nadirah blog got spammer..
but jing ying and edelle thinks that the spammer is nadirah..
haha..

they all my guai junior..
but nadirah is the one who guai lan..
she is a malay and yet she racist towards my indian junior..
her own classmate..

after seeing thier blog,
the possibility of nadirah being the spammer is very high..
i lazy to explain le..
why do she have to even say her own good friend??

heard that she betray almost everyone in her class..
many began to hate her..
she spam she racist she guai lan people..

i kana kayap in between..
all my junior..
2 is gg junior..
nadirah and edelle..
jing ying is my schmate..
haha..

i got them to settle themselves 1st..
then when need me then call me in..
so in a delima..

tomorrow gonna see harry portter..
hopefully it wouldn't make me fall asleep lyk tat tym..
haha..
yeppy gonna wear.........
haha..

happy happy for today ya..
haha..
not much to talk about..
=)

tag me soon people..
haha..
=p
see you all..

Labels: why do some people have to do things behind even their own best friend??

yesterday,
noraini say what my leg grew longer..
i think she is trying to say my skirt shorter le..
haha..

must be A talking bad to her about me..
haha..
=p
heck care..
haha..

wake up shi can't stand up.. leg pain like hell..
because yesterday P.E play too hiong le..
haha..

go school everyone sian sian the..
then i early go school entu like dun't know what..
haha..
i am XIAO Gao!!

wrote a poem on "I HATE YOU"
and put it on my desk..
haha..
get wei lin to see..
then she asked me who lai the..
ahha..

because i wrote:
"just for XXX<3"
haha..
shhhhh..
confidencial..

later after school go meet MEIs..
in their class..
they wanna join gang..
haha..
and got me along..
asked me which one better..
haha..

then i tell them not to join 1st..
because it is hard to quit..
haha..
=)
i so guai..

but i added that if they really want a gang,
create one..
they call it the shangali-la..
haha..
from the paper bag..

after that they got CCA,
so i walk home ALONE..
haha..
saw pearlyn and xinti and my dear sec 1 juniors in toilet..
haha..

gave them a big goodbye kiss..
haha..
all shy shy the..
don't dare keep..
ahha..
but i know they love me..
=)

haha..
finally happy post..
haha..

tution did the terroist review and some other things..
had fun..
because i love my english teacher..
she is fun and knowledgable..
haha..

whats special today is me and sis had a marathon..
run from tanjong katong to GEYLANG..
haha..
we chase each other like don't know what..
haha..

she keep standing far from me
just because she paiseh..
haha..
because i was SINGING LOUDLY ON TH STREET..
haha..
=p

today was FUN FUN FUN..
so my post is DONE DONE DONE..
=)
good night people..
haha..
nitez..
sweet dreams ya..
muackzZz..

Labels: wrote a poem on "I HATE YOU" and put it on my desk

We seems distanted..
In us there's only like 1% of jokes..
90% familiar stranger..
and 9% XXX..
haha..

I still remember when i pei you wait for bus,
you say the bus seems to come late..
maybe you find me boring..
haha..

We so close yet so far lar..
haha..
sometimes how i know i didn't know you at thefirst place..
haha..

there seems to be asolutely NOTHING left for us to talk about..
haha..
we like total familiar stranger..
haha..

how i wish i could bravely tell you how i think and feel..!!
FACE to FACE..
haha..
but i hum ji..
haha..

We are better to be "hi" and "bye"
then the "know-me-all"..
haha..

how i wish we could stop coming close
or i will never get to forget you..
haha..
it kills..



wa and hor..
recently keep sort sort the..
send wrong message to people..
haha..
then have to resend..
haha..

play badminton during P.E..
and did ss test.. got confident..
haha..

yesterday's listening compre o level mother tongue..
wa they play the classic music for 30 mins before starting..
haha..
almost everyone sleep lor..
haha..

then i listen half way sleep..
haha..
so was like very blurred throughout lar..
haha..
haix..

play badminton today with lynn choe..
haha..
play till sweat till can see the shape and colour of my aherm..
haha..
so paiseh..
lynn and eunice in class still so loud say out the colour..
haha..

good ma..
haha..
prove that i got exercise..
haha..
=p

during pe though got lynn,
but quite feel left out by the groups of girls..
haha..
they were competing..
haha..

but me and lynn had fun too..
haha..
so....
happy happy smile smlie still..
haha...

after school pon remedial..
haha..
pei my dear XT go find her stead settle things..
haha..
with A and Z and B..
haha..

B so extra lor..
the only boi!!
haha..
then ended up good..

because the couple ended up holding hands..
haha..
but boy boy quarral with his friend..
sadded..
haha..

so so so lots of things to say lar..
haha..
but now i know that i can't say much..
because there will always be faithful readers
who might blast out all..
haha..

like joy say the reason why people used to betray me
is because i trust people too easily..
haha..
i say so much and kana betray more..
haha..

why do i give trust to all these good friend??
when they ended up drift far frm me...
haha..
=)

TRUST FOR ALL AS THEY ARE HUMAN TOO..
BETRAY ME FOR MY TOTAL TRUST FOR YOU..
LEAVE ME FOR THE FUN AND LAUGHTER YOU SAKE FOR..

Labels: TRUST IN THE RIGHT PERSON SO THAT YOU WILL NOT BE HURT OR SIMPLY JUST TRUST ONLY YOURSELF..

i am thinking should i not write too much on blog..
haha..
seems like my blog post all darn long the larhhs..
haha..

people know too much of me is quite scary..
haha..
they will just know me too well and might play or fool on my weak points..
as in people who are really out to di xiao..
haha..

today was just tiredness for me..
haha..
sleep in maths lesson..
haha..
revision paper = test..
haha..
did till fall asleep..
haha..

lucky sleep only at the end..
few minutes only..
haha..
but paper can't finish doing..
wa see the question in front still okay..
see behind question ju ji tao sian diao..
haha..

after that din't meet yeat yuan..
for we said to meet for art after school..
haha..
wei le walk with wei lin to bus-stop..
haha..

every time after go her bus-stop
i still have to walk 1 bus-stop down to the next bus-stop..
haha..
but i still got no thoughts of not worth it..
haha..

went home no food..
sian..
so din't eat..
haha..
ji tao go sleep..
oh is while messaging..
haha..

got message ju wake up..
haha..
depends on who is it..
haha..
then if important people ju reply le go then back sleep..
haha..

so if not important,
then ju bo charp..
haha..
=p
shhhhhhhhhhh..

told wei lin that she everyday come see my blog like very dangerous..
then she say okay lor today she wouldn't see..
haha..
but i know she will come see the..
haha..
she were simply in love with my blog..

we on the way go bus-stop ju say hao
later go home webcam..
haha..
we were like crazy over webcam-ing..
haha..

WEI LIN!!
are we??
haha..
all she do on webcam is laugh laugh laugh..
haha..
maybe because i too cute le..

WEBCAM-ING RAWKS..
haha..
i rawks even more..
haha..
AGREED..

now blogging le later go do revision again..
haha..
bo bian N level coming le..
haha..
but parents still say i no study play play play..

they will always be not satisfied with me the..
haha..
who will give a darn..
because i don't have a place to go if i really leave home..
haha..

emo people have a higher chance to get rich..
know why??
haha..


BECAUSE THEY ALWASY WALK WHILE FACING THE FLOOR..
SO GOT MONEY THEY 1ST TO NOTICE..
HAHAHA..
OKAY ITS NOT FUNNY!!
HAHA..
=P

Labels: emo people have a higher chance to get rich.. BECAUSE THEY ALWASY WALK WHILE FACING THE FLOOR..SO GOT MONEY THEY 1ST TO NOTICE..

today went to repair my sim card..
haha..
at paragon..
haha..
all data are back..
so i din't lost any contact after all..
haha..

when got back handphone,
the phone can't stop ringing..
messages messages and messages..
haha..
wow i miss them all sia..
haha..

then worrying for ex-"assbeem" people..
haha..
he got some court problem..
haha..
but din't want "assbeem" to know about it..

so all mjr and ex-mjr people..
if you know any of age 19 people
who graduated from mjr please let me know..
thanks..
haha..
this is serious..

then after messaging people,
went to taka to see see..
haha..
ended up spending $$..
haha..

but lucky this time is mum's $$..
haha..
we ate lots..
then came to see branded bags..
the sales"aunty" see us as if we got no $$ buy..
haha..
got kinda pissed off by that AUNTY..
haha..

don't know why,
i started looking for monkeys in the toys section..
haha..
monkey can't be found in shopping mall..
haha..
they are in the ZOO..

so wei lin!!
you belongs to the zoo hor..
haha..
=p
opps..

after that daddy sent us go till pek kio eat..
haha..
mummy ask me if i know that guy sitting next to our table..
haha..
she say he keep looking at me..
but i don't give a darn..
haha..

no eye for other boy..
though he looks okay..
haha..
i don't even know who is he..
haha..

then went home..
did the transformer toy for didi..
haha..
while posting on blog..
haha..

sweat like hell..
haha..
but i love this type of fixing toy..
PUZZLES..
TRANSFORMER..
D.I.Y TOYS..
just simply works my brain..
haha..

studied again before i went out..
haha..
did english n level trail exam test composition..
prepare to let MS MARYANTY MARK..
haha..

haha..
did fairly well the last time..
about only pass by 10+ marks only..
haha..
that was very bad lor..

this two days after settling things with wei lin..
we webcam for everyday..
haha..
this two days we were like joking playing around..
haha..

she got no microphone so she can't talk..
but mine is laptop so can..
haha..
we were pointing _l_ around..
haha..

had fun..
haha..
maybe i wouldn't be emo ever again
if she remains by my side..
haha..
i just got the trust in her..
don't know why..
haha..

got special friendship feelings..
haha..
I NOT LESBO HOR!!
haha..

Labels: be by my side and don't ever leave me.. for i will soon die..

Wei Lin!!
Haha..
posted this for you because maybe i think it is necessary..
haha..

I AM SO SORRY..
i shouldn't have posted the post..
haha..
but i was just posting what i think..
haha..

why do all of you think that i was refering to you??
haha..
don't think so much about it..
don't bother about it..=)

still remember you tell me to post 1 extra post
to clear the misunderstanding??
haha..
i din't because i have my own reason..

i will say if i could..
haha..
i din't wanna lost a good friend like you..

so i got no choice but to finally come to post this post..
haha..
maybe pearlyn was right..
haha..

i regretted posting that post..
haha..
my words might have hurt and come to hurt our friendship..
i am sorry..

you know that i treated our friendship
more seriously than i treated me and HER the friendship..
maybe because i got the trust in you..
haha..
you wouldn't backstab or betray me the right..
haha..

i know it might be a little too late to post this post now..
but no matter what i just gotta get things clear..
it is really scary when we sort of quarral over it yesterday on msn..

i don't wish to let the post led to an end for our friendship..
because i cherish you..
haha..
omg i sound a little lesbo sia..
haha..
anyway..
we still
F
F !!
F F RIENDS !!
F F !!
FFFFF OREVER !!
F
F !!



haha..
today was busy..
busy thinking about this good friend..
haha..
so nothing much was done..

haha..
cousin came my house play..
haha..
did lots of work..
haha..
English English English!!
haha..

so ya..
can see that yesterday was like almost fall out with a friend..
i don't know if i still have the right to call WEI LIN my good friend..
haha..

sometimes i tried my best to never regret..
but in the end i just did..
haix..

Labels: i am just being who am i.. for thats the reason why i was born..

OMG..

haha..

i nothing better to do sia..

haha..

post!!

say cheese..

haha..

muackz..

love you darling..

shhhhh..

haha..

pierced ear??

haha..

green looks cool..

cousin say silver look lian..

so wear green instead..

tweese..

haha..

eeeeeeeeeee..

so er xin..

haha..

say hi to the camera..

haha..

haven't change to home clothes lay..

haha..

am i zhi lian??

haha..
no lar..

jux fooling around with things

so that i would't think about other things..

haha..

=)

Labels: piercing don't mean ah lian hor.. =p

hi..
haha..
now in school do the what NE quiz..
don't even know what the hell is all those shit..

today was like feeling darn darn darn empty inside me..
haha..
about the previous post,
she suspected that the person i was talking abot is her..
haha..

Yes.. so what if is her..
i don't even give a darn to it..
haha..

Ms leong left school..
she is not coming back..
i don't know when will i get to see her again..
sadded..

the moment i see her i cry..
i miss her..
haha..
after school i walked to outside her room le..
but went back class even before i dare to knock on the door..
haha

today din really talk to wei lin..
don't know why..
haha..
maybe we no longer got anything to talk about..
haha..
its okay..

feeling darn low today..
haha..
no particular reason..
but i still wear a big smile around..
haha..

so suay..
handphone spoil..
all contact gone..
haiz..

feeling kinda..........
oh please..
i promised people to post happy stuff..

happy stuff??
erm.......
cant think of any lay..
haha..

dont blame me for feeling low..
i don't want to also..
i have no choice..
haha..

but i not having ........
haha..
nothing to do with girls stuff..
haha..

what i post she saw..
then is like wanting to shout out her BIG name also cannot..
haha..
DANGEROUS..
haha..
=)

smile always is all i say..
tears rolling is all i do..
haha..
so irony..
haha..

thats my life..
haha..
people who know me..
where have you all gone..
leaving me alone in this cruel world..

ARRRRRRRRRRRRR.....
I AM DYING SOON..!!

"FOR EVERYTHING I DO,
I TRY NOT TO REGRET..
BUT FOR EVERYTHING I DO,
I SEEMS TO HURT OTHERS UNKNOWINGLY..
HIAX.."

today was still okay..
at first go school wei lin darn quiet..
she seems not her usual self..
haha..
even zhang bei agree..
so i take it as she is still angry over my yesterdae's post..

i edited it..
haha..
just for her imagine..
haha..
i set a rule to myself that i will never delete any post once i posted it..

so in order to be a good girl and a good friend,
i lie to myself..
haha..
edit not = to delete..
i say i wouldn't delete..
but i din't say cannot edit ma..
haha..

maths went lab again..
ZHI SIN said he thinks that MDM LIM got a little problem in her mind..
i say he very bad..
he say 'relly ma'.....

count down to returning to my usual classroom and away from quarantine..
2 MORE DAYS..
then we will be free from people pai chi=ing us..
people staying far from us..
haha..



FRIENDSHIP IS REALLY AN SUFFERING..
"HI" AND "BYE" FRIENDS ARE COMMON..
TO HAVE A REALLY GOOD FRIEND UNDERSTANDING US
IS MORE DIFFICULT THEN CLIMBING MOUNTAINS..
WHY??




*TO:HER
YOU ARE SOMETIMES HOT AND YOU ARE SOMETIMES COLD..
YOU CAN SUDDENLY JOKE YOU CAN SUDDENLY GO..
YOU ARE LIKE A MAZE..
I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT..
I TRIED TO BE YOUR GOOD FRIEND..
BUT CAN SAY THAT I FAILED EVEN THOUGH I TRIED MY VERY BEST..
WHEN I SEE YOU HAPPIER WITH YOUR TWO YEARS FRIEND,
I DO FEEL KINDA A LITTLE JEALOUS..
HAIX..
SAY WHAT YOU TWO ARE 2 YEARS FRIEND MA..
HAHA.. *



okay..
maybe i can say that i am not good at maintaining good friendship..
haha..

frankly speaking,
i got pissed off by just your answer when i ask you one simper question..
are you getting angry at me just for him??!!
if it is so,
so be it..
if you think i am naggy,
so be it..

tell me!!
so i can shoo off from your life..
in here..
you just gotta guess who am i refering to..
because i can't name who for this..
but i can say confidently..
IS NOT YEAT YUAN..

i and yeat yuan is fine..
maybe getting better..
maybe just because we were not together for one whole week..
haha..
quarantine makes our friendship stronger i think!!
haha..

today, my sister told me news of MDM LOH BEE LAY's death..
she is kong hwa's music teacher..
she was once my teacher..

She is 62 years old this year..
Heard that she died of don't know illness or injury..
Even though memory of her in me is quite fade, but at least i remembered her..

i went around messaging ex-kong hwaians and kong hwaians..
haha..
PLEASE PAY RESPECT TO HER IF YOU COULD..

Her wake will be held at marine drive,BLK 71..
From 14-17 july..
MDM LOH will be sent to buried at choa chu kang christian cemetery
on friday, 17 july at 10a.m..

TO:ALL KONG HWAIANS AND EX-KONG HWAIANS..
If you still remember her please pay respect to her..
And see her for the last time..
You may not remember her..
You may not have been taught by her..
But all the least we can do is send her last path up to be with her god..
(i may not be a christian but MDM LOH is..
so i gotta respect her religon..)



okay from here it will be my day report..
haha..
today was fun..
i talk to ahndrea, alex and andi during english lesson..
haha..
sort of pon lesson for few mins..
haha..
*maybe more than that..*
haha..

anyway, we chatted..
outside my quarantine classroom..
she called my class the swine flu class..
haha..
what the.........

then walk with them out..
cause i sort of talk till english period end..
haha..
because MRS CHAN never come ma..
haha..

walk with ALEX to XIN YING'S house..
at 1st i din't want to go..
but alex want me pei him..
and furthermore is WEI TIN'S birthday..
haha..

wished WEI TIN happy birthday and blessed her..
haha..
shake her hand and din't let go..
haha..
opps..
later SHENG YANG jealous..
haha..

after that went back to school for maths remedial..
saw celebrity..
haha..
ex-mjr..
haha..

our class was being filmed..
haha..
MR TAY WAS ARM CHUOING THROUGH OUT SIA..
haha..
he always do that..
*shy shy*mr tay..
haha..

WEI LIN asked JEFFREY to teach her maths..
haha..
she also never listen the lor..
haha..
play play play..
haha..

In school say headache..
scare the shit out of me..
she like ma charm giving birth like that..
keep saying pain..
haha..
labouring is like that the..
haha..
jkjk..

maybe i too kua zhang le..
haha..
just a little pain only ma..
haha..
=p


i say want to wait for her go home..
because i scared later she faint ma..
haha..
so i waited..

but saw yeat yuan..
so pang seh her..
with J..
i asked J to send her home..
so i can fang xin..
haha..

reache home le ju immediately call wei lin ask her where is she..
she so fast ju on bus le..
haha..
tell her not to angry..
she say she angry..
then she say she was just joking..
haha..

told pearlyn to tell her rest more..
haha..
message her to tell her rest more and drink more too..
haha..
maybe because she is worth my care and concern..
haha..

i don't know..
i suddenly is like close to her AS A FRIEND!!
haha..
so i care..
i always care for my friend..
haha..

messaged, shouted, joked and scolded ZHI YANG..
but no use..
haha..
still haven't return ALEX pencil case..
siannnnnzZz......
haha..
new pencil case samore..
haha..

btw today gotta say this post will be weird..
because i gonna wish and bless 2 people..
but differently..

TO:MDM LOH..
REST IN PEACE!!
MAY YOU BE IN HAPPINESS AND JOY WHEN BACK WITH YOUR GOD..
MAY HE BLESS AND TAKE CARE OF YOU..
WE WILL REMEMBER YOU FOR LIFE..
YOUR TEACHINGS..
YOUR GUIDUIANCE..



TO:WEI TIN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
GROW OLD 1 YEAR LE..
MUST BE MORE MATURE..
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF..
BE RICH IN HEALTH AND WEALTH..
SCORE WELL IN EXAMS AND TEST..
=)
LAST LONG YOU 2..

Labels: be with your lord, your mighty god.. RIP Mdm loh..

a random post here..
haha..

pearlyn eu ar my junior..
and olso a fwen..
bt eu muz rmb..
once my fwen always my fwen..
fwenz 4eva..
=)
haha..

jux cut my hair..
din't lyk it..
haha..
bt is mum cut de..
so muz force myself 2 say lyk it lor..
haha..

cut layer..
wan tie cnt tie much..
wan let dwn den long enough 2 hot miie up..
haha..

BTW ppl..
aiie added ridhwan link le..
haha..
bt dun spam hym hor..

lata aiie kana scold..
haha..
tags 4 hym often cn..
haha..
=)

TAKE CARE EVERYONE!!

TO:WEN SHI
okay..
maybe for you there will be much more to say bax..
haha..
but all i gonna say will not be just entertainment..
haha..
i want a happy smiling cute WEN SHI hor..

the SBM the PRETEEN CAMP gave us a chance to know each other better..
we talk cork a lot..
we share cries too..i think..
haha..

before we go for the camp,
we were juzt "bye" and "hi" friend..
haha..
but after we talk..
you know me better..
and i sure know you a lot too..
haha..

i still remembered the time when i say i wanna cry just seeing them together..
haha..
not other things or what..
just....
haha..

haha..
you knew the reason can liao..
after all i din't shed a tears for them..
haha..

at SBM..
that two guy sit in front of you really kinda pa jiao..
haha..
i saw tears in your eyes yet they din't even know..

you know at that time i was shock like don't know what..
"SHOULD I GO AND CONFORT YOU?"
"SHOULD I JUST PRETEND I NEVER SEE?"
after all you are my friend..
so i decided to confort you..

and know what...
SHIT..
you actually never cry the..
i ask you what happen....,
YOUR TEARS CAME OUT SIA..!!

being your friend can be great fun..
thanks buddha for giving me a chance to know you..
and thanks for giving me a chance to be in your friend list..
take care..

TO:PEARLYN

don't know what to say sia..
haha..
wa now so liu xing posting for friends??
haha..

my 1st post was for MELODY..
haha..
erm....
you are.. i should say what nei..
haha..

you in B.I.C..
not bad ma..
but don't half way quit hor..
haha..

the reason why i angry with xin ying because she last minute back out..
from performance sa more..
haha..
i hate it..
maybe because i RESPECT BUDDHA..
haha..
after all we are fine now..
haha..

you learnt your hand sign language quite fast so.....
you make quite a good junior after all..
=)
haha..

you and wei lin is like the 24/7 joker..
i think my happiness is all to you two..
haha..
entartaining me..
fool around together..
learning hand sign language together..
haha..

will always remember you..
hope you will too..

today was okay.. i think..
haha..
the whole class was quarantined..
toilet only limited to one..
canteen can only use part of it..

haha..
even bending lesson like art and chinese we can't go into class..
teacher see us like see ghost like that..
wa..
2 period chinese nothing to do..
then art 2 period also..
sian.....

tomorrow got 4 period of art..
arrrr..
we gotta do our course work in class..
imagine us painting in class with P.O.A students studying in front..
hahas..

maths 3 period i was so yong gong like shit..
never even say a word..
haha..
wow.. 1st time sia..
haha..

after that walk home with W..
because that time pei Y pang say her..
at first she din't want..
she wanted me pei Y..
but i insisted..

that time we 3 walk home they two never talk..
W still say what don't like her..
haha..
yet what Y say is different..
she say she and W last time at don't know OBS or cambodia very close..
play like crazy..
thats what they two say..
haha..

derrick say don't want see me kana cheat..
but i don't know how to say to him..
haha..
just tried lots of time le..
derrick tell me keep booming him question..
haha..
maybe he is the one keep doing that..

i don't know what to do...
what should i do..
now that this is a different case,
his name i can't say..
haha..

xian ya asked me about what we talk about..
i told her everything..
i think there is some sort of misunderstanding..
got some sort of settled..
haha..
the next thing i gonna do is to talk to emily..
haha..


*<>*

4A suspected cases of H1N1..:
-BENJAMIN
-KENNY
-DARREN
-JEFFERY
-SHENG JUN...

hope you all rest well and come back school soon hor!!
must you people..

our class have moved to the ground floor..
class disinfected..
smelt like swimming pool..
because they use clorine..

from monday, 14/7, we will be on the 1st floor..
we can only use toilet beside our classroom..
recess will be at 11.25 instead of the usual 10.50...
arrr.. will have to tolerate hunger..
haha..

art dateline not on 10/7 is on 10/8..
is next month..
is ms tay bluff us..
she wanna scare us..
hahaha..
not funny lor!!

we all buzy like hell..
scared like shit..
she say see us like that very swang..
WTF..

i finally started my board painting..
braw on it only..
haven't start painting..
got natalia help..
THANKS NATALIA..

so many days never post liao..
because the laptop and modem is kept in the locked cupboard..
the worst thing is, i cant find the bloody shit key..

On 9/7 benjamin was supected of H1N1..
den kai sheng's temperature was quite high..
i was darn suay larhhs..
*come that 1!*
haha..opps..
then never bring pad samore..
have to get from people..
so get from xin ying..
WING brand the......

In sch, play in toilet..
zoe and friends was playing with water..
suay suay i also there..
so kana also lor..

had PE..
did standing board jump, pull up, sit and reach..
i did okay for all..
the lowest is E...
I WANNA GET AT LEAST BRONZE OR SILVER..!!

during tution,
ridhwan emily and me talk..
eat chocolate..
and do work..
haha..

surprisingly yan yi went tution..
long time no see her..
then hui yim and i go toilet together..
after that me aand wai ying walk home together..

Emily told me about she and yeat yuan..
say what yeat yuan desperate for guys..
cause she intro MAYLAYSIA guy to her..
then got guy complain say yeat yuan keep fun him..
still say what she saw yeat yuan took pic with that guy thought she dun noe..

she also say yeat yuan stead, KEN added her at friendster..
haha..
both of them so pei..
1 wanna meet more boi,
i wanna meet more girls..
haha..

emily also the 1st to say yeat yuan weird..
haha..
we asked ridhwan if yeat yuan is chio..
he say okay okay..

then we talk about him and his fans..
asked if he got gay fans..
he say no..
but got fans give toys..
give $$!!
wow..
haha..

took buddhist book from ELYSIA..
got for CLAUDIA too..
but yeat yuan not happy..
because she don't want her to be part of B.I.C...
i tell her never mind but she still not happy with C being still part of B.I.C...

just bought thje N level physics book from Mr gui..
went home do till late in the night..
got panda eye sia..
haha..

THATS ALL.. because 9/7 no time post so post today..

today was darn busy..
and that wei lin wanted me to post a post just specially for her,
after seeing me post for others..
so ba dao..
haha..
unreasonable the she..

To:WEI LIN
after coming to this new class,
other then ZHANG BEI,you are the other one that know me the most in class..
when anything happen, i just cant stop myself from telling you two.
maybe i trusted you two in keeping what i say confidencial..
haha..

i was really surprise when i receive the letter of appreciation from you during the last day at ADAM KHOO camp..
i was like a farmiliar stranger to you..
we said only "hi" and "bye"..
but now when are almost in the stage of you by my side crying with me.
fooling around with me..
studying with me..

i didn't really know what to post for you at first..
haha..
but now i guess these is enough to make my touching tears flow down..

tomorrow will be your english oral for N level lerhhs..
JIA YOUS..
GD LUCK..

today is another national examination oral..
haha..
the subject is different..
the examiner is different..
but proccedes, time and venue is the same..

the teachers look strict..
an indian lady and a tall okay looking man..
haha..
i was darn nervous the larhhs..
haha..

yeat yuan is bck in sch away from LOA..
haha..
should i say yeppy or should i say why didn't she get H1N1??
jkjk
haha..
congrats..
haha..

we practice our oral last minute..
or should i say she didn't even know i am taking the N level oral today..
haha..
what a friend..
haha..
jkjk..

i gave her some tips for chinese oral..
i told her not to go off track..
she did it..
as in not leave track..
she bear in mind what i said and try her best not to go off track..
haha..
hopefully she did not..
many people seems to listen to my feedback or advice
and ended up happy ending huh..
haha...

terence left spore today..
flight at 6pm..
he maybe reach there liao..
haha..
he is transferring to new york to study..
may buddha bless him with good health and all..
though i am not close to him..
haha..

oral was still fine..
waited for yeat yuan..
as she is the 2nd last and i am the 3rd..
haha..
did my maths while waiting..
haha..

went to bus stop with her..
haha..
kana di xiao by ah beng over at the basketball court again..
haha..
did not even border about them..
haha..

reach home cooked for my whole family of six..
they say its nice..
haha..
maybe they are just pleasing me..
haha..
but they did finish the whole pot of rice..
haha..

after that..
i very guai guai the study quietly..
haha..
did my maths and chem..
haha..

message wei qun..
asked him about him going out with his friend on mon..
haha..
he say they all got gf and bf..
so it ws quite boring..
maybe he is left out..
haha..
did mt best to confort him..
haha..

TO: WEI QUN
don't feel left out okay..=)
if they are truly your friend they will think of you
and will not neglect you just for their stead..
haha..
don't be sad about it..
they will eventually find the freindship more important then relationship the..
haha..
say what they also with you longer then with their stead..
if they still neglect you, tell them lorhhs..
haha..
or you will just have to socialise with your other friends more then with the same old few..
haha..
=p
you still got me..
haha..
as your friend..
haha..
i will always be there for you..
willing to lend you a listening ears when you needed 1..
haha..
will give you hugs when you feel low..
**hugs**
stay happy friend..
there will always be others out there caring for you..
=).. so smile always..

today was like darn busy for me larhhs..
haha..
went help my cousin school help out for fund-raising..
haha..
MACPERSON SECONDARY SCHOOL..
haha..

the people there so slackkkkkk...
but what i am proud of is I helped a lot..
haha..
what the..
my cousin say i very brave..
haha..
dare ask anyone, any shop, any stall..
haha..

why should we keep mute when helping..
we did this all for the SPD!!
the disabled.. mind you..
haha..

so i tried my very best to help..
ended up me my 2 macperson cousin & my darling sis
help to SELL FINISH ALL ..
4 person do the job of so many people..
then the macperson students only sit there shack leg??

WTF!!
i did it just for the sack of my bao bei cousin lar..
if not will i even give a darn to all these..
haha..
actually party is also for the GREAT KARMA..
bring joy and laughter to others make me happy..

we 15 min made $20..
we went back to pass the money to them..
to in charge..

have great fun..
after that went leisure..
play play eat eat..
haha..
love my cousin sia..
haha..

yo!!
here m aiie again..
haha..
gonna tok abt happy things today..
haha..
as promised..
haha..
=p

today went facebk do tons & tons of quizzes..
haha..
got the "what letter is de 1st and last of ur true love"..
aiie gt de 'b' and a 'y'..
haha..

den aft tat aiie did the "who love you"..
haha..
guess wad...
haha..
is ALEX..
haha.

RESULT:
ALEX LOVES YOU!!
haha..
wad de..
hope yeat yuan nvr c..
haha..

cuz b4 tat we were tokin abt hym..
haha..
den yeat yuan stat di xiaoin miie..
haha..
bt alex blongs 2 claudia..

haha..
bt yeat yuan say..........
haha..
tell hym b my gor he dun wan..
haha..
cuz he noe aiie wun stead wif my gor de..
haha..

aniwae we olso lost contact lerhhs..
haha..
even if we were still contactin,
we will jux b fwenz..
haha..

mayb bcuz tat tym he tell yeat yuan aiie cute..
den yeat yuan say aiie firlt hym..
haha..
aiie did nt lor..
haha..

aiie tell hym wad yeat yuan say..
he say she is jkin..
bt tis jk is nt funny lor..
haha..
still say wad we capuccino..
white + .....
our colour..
haha..

he is ang moh ma..
haha..
bt he is quite cool lor..
studis gd..
noe beatbox..
noe hw 2 play musical instrument..
dancer..
and many more..
haha..

opps aiie sound lyk aiie m in luv wif hym..
nonono..
aiie cnt..
he blongs 2 claudia..

aiie tot aiie cn 4gt hym..
bt dun noe y suddenly tink of hym yesterdae..
haha..
tats lead to yeat yuan's di xiaoin miie..
haha..

tis is an happy post rite??
haha..
nt sure lay..
haha..
cuz he is nt mine.. =(
sadded..
haha..
its okay..

aiie noe aiie cnt take my fwenz boi..
(even thou dey 2 nt 2gt)
haha..
b my gor olso gd..
haha..
=)

TO: MELODY..

i dont know if you will even give it a darn to read this..
but at least i tried to explain myself..
i just want you to know how i feel..
this might be long..
but PLEASE DO NOT FALL ASLEEP WHILE READING..
haha..
jkjk..
=)
peace ar...

maybe i am in the wrong to say that about you..
but i thing for sure is that
i am NOT gonna delete the post i have posted earlier on..
because i dont want people to think i am in the wrong and is afraid of you..

yes.. i should not say you bitch..
but the tag i tag on you that have evidence of me blessing you with best wish you deleted away..
thats why i think you think i love forester or what so ever..
i was told that maybe you did not delete on your own account..
maybe you are forced..
MAYBE..

i am now apologising to you IF YOU DID NOT DO IT ON YOUR OWN ACCOUNT..

i pang seh wen shi that day after going to sbm with her
not because i am busy or what so ever..
is because i saw forester give that face..
and i think you two gonna eat with them..
so i decided to leave..

i messaged you despite the fact that my hp battery went flat..
i tried for dont know how many times before i finally sent it out..
i apologise for i dont even know why i did so..
i didnt want you two to miss the chance to eat with sbm people..

but the tag on your tag box..
as you also can see..
i blessed you with my best wishes so may time
but you never fail to let them remain there..
you deleted all..

you let the -ve tags on your blog remain..
the course you learning teach you how to know what people thinks right..
it is normal to mislead me to think this way..

you delete +ve tags of me..
and remained the -ve one..
dont that make me the bad guy??

i message you to cheer you up..
to apologise for things i did NOT do..
blessed you sincerely..
but you did not even reply..
instead you did all this..
i post this because i wanna explain to you..

because you can delete things in your blog..
but you cant do that in mine..
thats an evidence..
(enlighten by someone)

thanks to her..
i can now understand a bit of your feelings..

now what i request from you is tell me how you feel..
i dont want to have me messaging you +ve things
to make us friends again and yet
i dont even know if you give a darn to it..
i dont want to misinterpret you as a bad guy..
get what i mean??..

just went to see melody blog..
can be linked frm jia hui's blog..
she deleted all my comment after 25 june after the nameless creature say i scare frm her blog!!
WTF..
Fker..
i did comment..
aiie did NOT scare..
is she delete it derhhs..
WHY!!
she wan miie 2 b de bad guy so tat ppl tink aiie m in fault??!!
I ＬＯＶＥ DH..
haha..
i never say i love FORESTER!!
i hate him..
so ya..
MELODY!!
dun gt jealous lar..
by deletin all my comment nt tired??
eu delete 1 tym aiie comment ten tym..
try miie!!!

sorry people..
this is specially posted for bitch..
haha..
ya..
is melody..
i said b4..
aiie will say the name out if nessesary..
melody dun act 1 innocent lerhhs..
NT ＣＵＴＥ　ａｔ　ＡＬＬ！！

Tｏ：jia hui..
i told eu b4 de reason bhind de spammer..
is not miie and aiie even apologise 4 mistake aiie did nt do..
wad de fk she wan??
i know eu her fwen..
bt wad aiie say is true..
so this tym..
no excuse..

today in class play like mad..
haha..
people hornying around..
haha..
play till my temperature shooooot up to 37.6...
took two time result still 37.6...
so.... gotta
RUN all the way down to 1st level to the quarantine place..
from 5th floor lay!!
haha..
the office admin people tell me to use a different termometer next week..
but why..
is WEI LIN MAKE ME HIGH the....
haha..
all wei lin's fault..
haha..
opps...

english prelim oral today
as yesterday crash with o level oral..
actually i not nervous at all the..
ZHANG BEI make me NERVOUS the lor..
haha..

oral went well..
teacher keep saying very good very good..
haha..
say my reading got tone got rythem..
picture discussion very good..
conversation my respond very fast & detailed..
haha..
is that the truth..

after that,
i got the result at 2 pm!!
the result.....................
saded..
(because if teacher announce that i got 1st, people in my class jealous again..)
haix..
highest for my class in 32 at 1st..
and that guy is so happy..
i happen to see the compre cloze passage me and lynn created..
NIGEL NIGAM liquid it off and wrote no one..
you know how hurt i was??!!
haha.. =)
i forgave..

i hurt him i think..
because i scored 33!!
highset in the class again..
but hey this is no longer express..

went art after that..
ended up teacher leaving..
haha..
so i cant paint my board..
WTF..
due next wekk lay..
and i haven't even start!!
how??!!

in tution, have darn lot of fun..
haha..
but got study also..
haha..
teacher bought us sweets.. mango & apple fruitplus..
haha..
she missed us i guess..
haha..

notice something??
today i manage to type all in proper english again..
haha..
no choice.. english oral n level next week..
on the 7th..
on sherman's birthday..
haha..

yeat yuan and i not meeting lerhhs..
she meeting her good friend RALPH..
haha..
read the name 5 times..
haha..


finished reading??
good doggy..
now next time don't bark like a dog!!
haha..
=p
sorry ralph..
=)

okay i think thats enough..
haha..
my life everyday so interesting huh??
haha..
i remember i say you see me not posting for month,
that means i am no longer on earth..
haha..

yeat yuan wanted to meet ralph too..
so i go like some sort of be a lightbulb..
haha..
they got things to say i think..
so message me say she meeting him for FIDE purpose..
no one know what it means..
i don't even border to check it out..

she knows i will get irritated if ralph goes..
yet she still meeting him..
so FINE!!
let them meet and i SHOOOO!!
haha..
=)
i so good..
haha..

i called to care,message to pei her..
thats all i get in return..
she never thought for me the..
so she choose some other guy instead of a good friend who pei her thru the way??(maybe not good friend to her..)
maybe she don't know what true friend do..

are we really friends??
or i treat her as one..
and she don't??
and i must say maybe she don't know what true friend do..
haha..
i got tons of friends out there..
they know when i 付出 for them..
but she instead don't??

zhi sin finally message her after my constant reminder..
haha..
she didn't know about this..
haha,..
because i don't want her to think that no one contact her on thier own acoount..
i don't want her to feel left out or sad..

am i doing something right??
tell me..!
is she worth all my these doings??

i never 期望 she know my effort..
i just want her to be happy..
=)
I NOT LES HOR..
this is just friendship..

难道这都是我单方面的付出吗？？
=)

Here m aiie again..
haha..
2 post..
as requested..
haha..
by by TEO WEI LIN..
haha..
ppl seems 2 lyk my blog veri much..
haha..

2dae o lvl mother tongue oral..
@ mrl..
haha..
above library..
haha..
soo cool && cold..
haha..
aiie luv de aircon..
haha..
oh ya my hse aircon spoilt till nw still haben go buy new de..
haha..

btw.. oral was okay..
haha..
okay.. mayb nt so okay..
haha..
aiie pronounce wrong words..
haha..
hope wen shi dey all nt here..
haha..
lata dey laugh @ miie agn..
haha..

aft tat went hm..
haha..
rain heavily..
onli aiie gt umbrella..
haha..
was wif yujing & zhang bei..
dey dun hab umbrella..
so aiie share wif dem..
haha..

wei lin saw us share & on msn cum tell miie she saw..
haha..
share wif dem aiie so gd..
haha..
btw, we share lerhhs..
till de block, hab 2 walk 2 another block..

yu jing suddenly dun wanna use..
so we tot she nt usin lerhhs..
den we hab 2 cross 2 another block agn..
den tis tym she say we nvr share wif her..
haha..

wtf...

bt she is lyk tat de..
so aiie did nt say much..
haha..

reach hm aft tat..
haha..
my hse here..
GEYLANG nvr rain..
so dun nd use umbrella..
haha..

lata @ 7.30 gt tution..
yet aiie haben bath..
haha..
gonna bath aft tis post..
haha..
aiie stink lyk hell..
haha..
stinky stinky..
haha..

lucky 2 dae no emo post..
haha..
happi tings 2 tok abt is..........
erm actually dere is none aiie tink..
haha..
oh ya..
hab..
aiie finished my o lvl oral 2dea..

haha..
aiie was de 1 2 take o lvl mother tongue in de whole sch..
haha..
chan ma..
haha..
1st 2 go in..
haha..
nervous lyk shit..

whn readin..
aiie lyk floatin in de air lyk tat..
LOST is the word..
lyk in a forest..
lookin for something..
tat eu dun even noe wad is it..
in other words looking for tings non existin..
haha..
lucky over lerhhs..
haha..

yesterdae....
contacted yeat yuan..
haha..
she under quarantine..
went malaysia go c boifwen lor..
haha..

she say she @ hm very sian..
her class people no one called her..
ya.. if is miie aiie will olso feel sad..
so went 2 tell pei jin dey all call her & tok 2 her..
haha..
bt dey say dey will b busy.. no tym..
den aiie gt dem 2 @ least msg her 2 ask her if she is alright..
haha..

den yeat yuan msg miie 2 thx miie..
haha..
olso nt much..
cuz aiie did it 4 my fwen..
haha..
aiie noe she will feel kinda sad if no1 even cares 2 contact hym..
haha..

bt aiie m nt sure if aiie did de rite ting..
haha..
@ LEAST she was dere wif miie once whn aiie gt conflict wif my classmates..
haha..
present classmate..

He tell miie tat y do aiie even hab 2 call her?
whn aiie was cryin in gg camp, aiie did tot of callin her 2 诉苦..
bt aft much consideration,
aiie did nt..
futhermore wad cn she do..
she is busyin in malaysia..
haha..

whn aiie was sad, she did nt noe wad aiie hab gone thru..
she was nt dere 4 miie..
okay mayb is my fault..
aiie dun noe wad m aiie doin..

in gg camp, aiie cry 2 slp..
bein so left out by de bunch of sec4s..
haha..
whn aiie smile wif cryin tears,
whn aiie was alone in de gg rm...
no 1 was dere 4 miie..

haha..
tats my lyf aft droppin 2 NA..
NA is nth wrong..
de wrong is in miie 4 droppin..
aiie feel lyk DYIN!!

aiie hid in a corner by de noticeboard area..
she was nt dere 4 miie..
in fact no1 was physically dere..
haha..

bt aiie hab my fwen..JIN XIN <3
&& My gor, WEI WEI<3
dey confort miie tellin miie nt 2 border abt dem..
haha..

aiie shared detailedly my holiday wif her..
cuz aiie dun noe wad else cn aiie say..
nt 2 do anith else..
actually my aim is 2 keep her company..
haha..

yes she gt her stead..
bt he is studyin ma..
haha..
tatz y aiie went tellin pei jin dey all 2 msg her..

actually still gt sum1 hu wanted 2 contact her..
bt he say 4 every msg he send,
yeat yuan nvr reply..
so wad 4 contact her..

aiie tried my best as a fwen 2 b @ least by her side whn she feels weird..
bt she nvr had wanted miie 2 noe more abt her..
hidin frm miie stuff tat aiie noe long ago..
shhhhh... (bt she did nt noe tat aiie noe..)
haha..
bt y??

HEY!!
y m aiie sayin all tis..
haha..

aiie nd no simpathy
bt empathy..
sum1 hu understands miie &&
dere wif miie laughtin..
wif miie cryin..
wif miie angry..
haha..

IS TAT SOOOO DIFFICULT!?

♥YanYe isalwayshappy♥
aka ♥Yanye Wantsyoutosmile♥
Sweet 18'2011 ^^



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