whn sch reopenin cummin near,
aiie so admire bobby larhhs..
haha..
no sch..
so dun nd go sch @ all..
haha..

aiie dun noe if aiie will face faces again..
ppl in my kass..
sooo relectant 2 go sch larhhs..

haha..
bt fortunately,
everyth was fine..
haha..
4 de tym bein..
haha..
=)

tat "qun qun" say he wanna cum dwn find miie..
haha..
he dun wanna say whn..
cuz he wan it as a surprise..
haha..
WTH..
haha..

it iz predicted tat sch will close nxt wk..
bt nt sure if its real..
haha..
H1N1 spread lyk hell lar..
haha..

whn aiie pri6 gt SARs..
whn sec4 gt H1N1..
haha..
WTH...
haha..
national exam nearin sia..

sch close my "N" hw sia..
aiie dun wanna retain!!
Droppin 2 NA iz a big blow 4 miie lerhhs..
aiie cnt afford 2 hab another 1 lerhhs..

msg KEN..
He nvr reply my latest msg yet..
haha..
yeat yuan say HP servicin..
haha..
bt still cn gt through..

Ralph say she still @ malaysia..
so aiie msg her ask if she iz under quarantine..
her answer is "tinks so"
haha..
so iz or iz nt??
haha..

nw wadeva she say,
ppl hab 2 doubt..
y??
cuz she no longer cn b trusted lerhhs..
haha..

y aiie mention name lay..
haha..
cuz tatz my tinkin..
whn aiie tink it iz able 2 name dem,
aiie will derhhs..

haha..
whn aiie nd her de most she iz nt dere..
haha..
cuz she dun gib miie a darn..
haha..
in sch she gt no1 so we seemz DARN CLOSE..
haha..

we ar nt!!
haha..
a fwen iz sum1 hu noes miie well..
haha..
noe wads goin on..
haha..
wen shi noe even more abt miie den she do nw..
haha..

aft camp, aiie cum closer 2 ppl..
-noe more abt wen shi
-noe more abt amanda
-get 2 noe javier
- and other ppl..
haha..

in de holidae,
many tings happen..
most tings wen shi noe all..
cuz aiie trust tat she will keep it 2 herself..
haha..
@ least she wun spread ard..
haha..
RITE WEN SHI??
haha..

aiie gotta thx ppl hu were dere 4 miie whn aiie feel lyk fallin..
haha..
THANKS PPL!!

2dae..
quite bored..
haha..
nt much tins 2 do..
or shd aiie type in proper eng??

english oral N level is next week..
so early larhhs..
if i am still in express,
i wounldn't be worrying now lerhhs..
haha..
all my own fault..

study don't study..
only know how to play..
haha..
haix..
all in the past lerhhs..

got someone from friendster add me at msn..
say what see my profile then like me..
haha..
WTF!!
i don't know if is real..
opps..
hope he don't see this..
haha..

tell gor about it..
haha..
instead, gor emo lerhhs..
say what got people add him,
no one talk to him..
GOR!! DON'T EMO!!
haha..

i told him no one talk to him he still got me..
hopefully he is feeling better lor..
haha..
so much things happen in the holiday larhhs..
haha..
on the 19,
i know everything..
haha..

just don;t get it is there anything to hide..
haha..
heard that is because they want more time as couple together..
haha..
congratted them already(sincerely)..

just wish that no more holiday please..
haha..
at least give me a peaceful and non schocking holiday larhhs..
haha..
very stress the you know..

i just wish there is someone out there willing to listen to me nag..
listen only..
no comments..
haha..
and keep things safe with them..
haha..

i listen to people's trouble..
keeping it to myself..
ended up stress like hell..
haha..
bt they give me a chance to listen..
bt no one cares to listen to ME!!

2dae..
went suntec..
city hall..
bugis..

Nt 2 shop..
bt 2 do flag dae..
begged lyk a begger..
plz lyk a poor..
wtf lar..

haha..
bt nvr mind..
still gt ppl say aiie polite..
haha..
tat boi dun wan donate..
bt tat gal say..
"see people so polite, give lar.."
haha..
tqtq..

oh ya..
yesterdae msg xue li..
told her tat aiie saw victor @ de GE library wif another gal..
haha..
she said she will ask hym abt it..
actually xue li heart veri kind de..
jux tat ppl bside her influence her..

haha..
hab a fun dae 2dae..
bt opps...
aiie did nt go 4 gal guide carnival..
haha..
haben tell tcher sia..
haha..
dun noe hwz tings wifout miie..
haha..

pei wen shi 2 sbm..
cuz jia hui say meetin melody..
so aiie did nt noe melody was dere..
pei her till traffic lite..
she noe aiie dun wan go sbm..
cuz lata c de bastard face aiie ju buay song..
bt promised wen shi && HYM 2 relax & dun angry...
so wen shi cor keith 2 cum out..

Ended up de whole SBM cum out..
&& dey 2 were bhind..
aiie din c dem..
bt whn turn ard,
saw tat asshole gibin miie de fkin face..

Iz lyk WTF!!!
aiie promise nt 2 gib face & 2 treat every1 aiie c normally de..
ended up he gib miie tat fkin face b4 aiie cn even do anith larhhs..!!!
sooooooooooooooo pissed off..

W & A wanna tok tingz out face 2 face de..
bt ended up did nt..
A saw W cum ju nt happi lerhhs..
in btween dem!!!
so stress..

saw JIA HUI on msn..
saw melody name on it..
sooo buay song larhhs..
haha..

went her blog again..
explain 2 her tat aiie nt tat spammer lerhhs..
bt wad she wanna tink nt her prob..

tok 2 billy on msn..
feel much much more beta lerhhs..
haha..
THX BILLY!!
haha..

jux dun gt it..
she............
haix..
dun tok abt it lerhhs..
haha..

cn still rmb miie goin her blog @ sbm..
den wen shi was bside miie..
she stop miie frm reading the post she posted abt her 1st anni..
haha..
wen shi scared aiie lata cry aiie tink..
haha..

THX WEN SHI!!
haha..
she was dere by my side in camp whn aiie knew everyth..
su hiang, hazel, elysia, amanda & javier 2..
cn say dey pei miie through de whole camp..
THX GUYZ..

thx ppl..
haha..
aiie m feelin beta lerhhs..
haha..

tat bitch realli made miie
doubt de ppl aiie had trusted b4..
she..........
haix..

congrats her wif all my heart
&& ders ppl sayin aiie once luv hym...
&& blah blah blah....
iz lyk WTF larhhs..
y iz gd ppl difficult 2 b??!!

haha..
dun tok abt her lerhhs..
make my blog sux..
haha..

2dae went 2 do board paintin @ east coast park..
haha..
retard!!
doin 'project' in de park..
haha..
still gt fwenz say lata de work fly away..
haha..

tatz de 1st tym aiie did 'project' IN DE PARK..
haha..
we dirty de park lyk dun noe wad..
haha..
Cheryl Wong was soooo funny..
she hold de board up && ended up wif stars & paint all over her head..
haha..
cuz she did nt hold it well..
soooo she style herself wif de lastest hairstyle..
lastest hairstyle "stars + paint"
haha..

aft all cheryl wong iz nt tat bad as wad ppl ard her say..
haha..
dey were lyk darn close 2 her & yet....
sayin her bad bhind her...
Y??
y do dese ppl hab 2 do tat??
jealousy allows dem 2 do tat..
Cheryl Wong IZ porpular...
so wad??
do dey hab 2 bckstab her lyk tat..
she still treat dem lyk dun noe wad...
&&??
wad she gt in return iz???

de world iz lyk killin & killin & killin!!!
y iz der no peace??

Wad de fuck..
Tat bitch!!!
haha..
Aiie was almost tinkin tat de camp aiie go,
let miie feel regrettful..
haha..
nt nw..
haha..
cuz goin de camp let miie found out sumth BIGGGGGGGGGGG!!

haha..
de 2 couple..
haha...
Tat BITCH!!
haha..

aiie trust her,
&& tell her everyth abt myself..
abt hw aiie used 2 luv hym..
haha..
&& wad she used 2 say iz....
"he whr gt handsum,
whr gt mature??
he gt attitude problem eu still lyk hym.."
hahaha..

&&&&& nw dey ar tgt..
haha..
she pa jiao izzi..
haha..
wtf she rite in her blog sia??
haha..
oh..
haha..
she said wad she iz 1st tym say abt her personal relationship stuff..
haha..
& dere iz nth 2 hide lerhhs..
haha..
1st anni still haha..

HAPI 1ST ANNI 2 EU 2..
BITCH!!


haha..
wad she mean?
when aiie asked her if she stead wif sbm ppl she said:
"If eu mean in terms of 'stead' den yes.."
haha..
wad does'stead' means??
she iz jux playin??
haha..

in camp,
dey purposely cum close 2 miie several tymz 2 act 1 lovely couple..
haha..
pui..
haha
jux actin..
haha..
so wad..

aiie trust her && tell her all...
ALL..
&& she ended up??!!
haha..
hw stupid m aiie..
haha..

bck here 2 post..
haha..
gt miss miie??
haha..

gonna go 4 PTF camp..
haha..
aiie promise 2 do my best,2 do my duty 2 buddha..
haha..
(paiseh, aiie changed de gal guide law!!)
haha..
cuz aiie m a BUDDHIST!!!

will do my best 2 make tis camp a memorable camp 4 de preteen..
haha..
habin a bad memory of camp???
NO WAE!!

haha..
nw aiie m soooooo anxious & nervous over de camp
sooo near yet so far!!!
haha..

even brought tingz 4 preteen..
haha..
de gift might seemz childish..
bt itz my 一番心意。。
if dey dun appreciate, den........
so b it bax..

@ least aiie tried my best in doin my part...
okie...
mayb more den aiie shd doo..
haha..

我们总是大声说别人的不足
却沉默地忽略自己的不足。。

once in de past aiie did iz arrogant..
tinkin aiie m alwaez rite..
haha..
nw tat aiie hab grown up..
aiie find tis sentence veri true..
haha..

though tat sentence iz nt chim..
haha..
iz hab wad it meanz..
haha....

aiie found out tat aiie hab over do it..
dun hab 2 noe wad aiie do..
bt, tatz de onli tingz aiie cn do..
haha..
aiie decide 2 stop lerhhs..
haha..

CUZ..
如果伤害太深，
会留下终生难复的印迹,
mao fan le ren sheng de guang cai yi mai li..

y shd aiie hurt myself wif tat??
haha..
so mayb aiie shd let go..
haha..
it all started yrs ago..
abt 4 yrs ago..
haha..
wow so long le..
tell miie let go ju let go..
haha..
might b hard larhhs..
haha..
bt aiie will do it..
haha

yaya..
haha..
dey ar rite..
aiie m graduatin le..
haha..

dey gt my gift..
&& hope aiie m always in deir mind..
haha..
de more dey encourage miie,
de more dey cum && tok 2 miie,
DEY MAKE MY EYES GO WATERY!!
haha..

aiie will miss dem lyk hell..
haha..
miss deir fun & laughter..
dey ar de reason 4 happiness..
haha..

gonna go 4 camp..
haha..
a preteen camp..
haha..
b a grp leaders..
haha..

jux bcuz de ppl dere ar mostly poly,
so dey ar buzi wif exam..
haha..
tat gibs us de chance 2 b leaders..
haha..

look 4ward 2 it..
haha..
hope it will b fun..
haha..
cuz all my siblin will b goin..

Arrrr..
hw??
few daez bck,
aiie dreamt of hym again..

in 2 months,
aiie dreamt of hym 5< tym le...
aiie shoum pa aiie nvr tink of hym!!!
bt he jux cnt seemz 2 gt off my mind...

hw??
haha..
when aiie noe he lyk sum1 else,
aiie dun feel sad or wad @ all...
haha..

so complicated...

yo!!
here m aiie again..
yesterdae aiie went dere again..
haha..
bought lots of tingz again..
haha..

new shoe,
new bag..
new necklaces..
new new new..
haha..

buy so much tingz..
haha..
reach hm aft much consideration,
heartache..
spent soooo much $$...!!!

spent abt $300/400++ in onli a few hours of shoppin...
haha..
in jux 3 daez....
wanted 2 go c tat
MY guy......
bt ended up buyin tingz...
haha..

nvr mind...
haha..
if we gt fate,
we will meet again...
haha...

cn say aiie enjoyed myself...
haha..
saw cheryl...
alone...
guess she iz wif her boi de fwen bax....

Yesterdae,
我被电了。。
de moment he look in2 my eye.......................
my heart beat darn fast..
soooo aiie gonna go bck 2 de it fair....

2dae,
2 c if he iz dere..
miss hym..
=)

hope he iz dere..
haha..
might ask 4 his nmb...
haha..
jkjk..
haha..

he iz sooo de cool larhhs...
haha..
muture
&& ah beng......
soooo my type...
haha..

c eu ppl soon..
leavin 4 my mr rite..
haha..
hope he iz single && available..
haha..

2dae went suntec..
bought a lot of tings...
spent abt $100++...
haha..
den went 2 eat @ secret recipe...
haha..
saw yeow chong..
he served us...
&& qiu yu..
haha..

qiu yu wanz miie 2 study hard..
she said she had gone thru de difficult path..
&& dun wan miie 2 follow her..
haha..
aiie agreed 2 study hard...
bt nt sure if aiie cn do it...

eatin dere cuz another &100++..
haha..
gonna broke veri soon.. haha..

reach hm le ju cum post my dae..
haha..
seemz lyk aiie nvr post 4 darn long lerhhs..
haha..

so wanna post sumth up..
haha..
gt pic 2..
bt post up other dae.. cuz comp gt sum prob...

=)

Bck frm gal guide camp....
dun find it veri memorable..
cuz tis iz de 1st tym aiie feel so "weird" in camp..
haha..

jux bcuz aiie m de onli sec 4 frm NA,
all sec 4 neglect miie lyk shit..
my presence in camp iz meaningless...
haha..
itz okie..

ppl volenteer 2 cook
but ended up tcher cookin...
reach de kitchen lao say wad
"how to cook?"
"what to cook?"
"cook what?"

wa..
wadz all these???
plz lar..
shut de fuck up lar!!!

onli noe hw 2 cut hotdog & mushroom!!!
all cabbage, carrot leave it 2 miie!!!
pots & pans hu iz de 1 hu wash it???

dey work smart
&& aiie work hard!!!
dey do tings in de presence of others...
while aiie work day & nite..
ended up wif nth bt scoldin & blamin....!!!!

juniors gt pic frm my blog 2 cre8 a video jux 4 de seniors...
throughout de video,
onli 1 iz my pic...
&& dey choose de "nicest pic"!!!
so nice of dem...

de gift dey gave,
dey seemz relectant 2 give...
aft campfire...
aiie was alone in sumwhr in sch...
cryin...

cuz aiie was left out lyk no1 bussiness...
no1 notice my disappearance....
bck in gal guide rm,
aiie went 2 slp in tears...
Harmony saw...
&& she asked miie if aiie m fine...

aiie used 2 tink she sux...
bt aft all,
she iz de best no mata wad...

other den her,
lynn saw...
she asked miie 2....
aiie told her iz bcuz aiie jux finish bathin...
haha..
&& aiie smile in my tears...

哭着笑的滋味！！！
无比的苦。。。
wadz de point 2 b in gal guide...
aiie tot aiie could w8 4 tingz 2 gt beta...
bt aft all,
4 yrs hab past...
My hard work nt seen,
my presence treated lyk shit...
haha...

huz fault??

gal gude camp 09- de 1st camp tat aiie will try 4get!!!

this `pictures ar taken age ago..
&& aiie jux receive it frm my cousin..
haha..
cnt w8 2 post de cute pic up..
haha..





tatz my cousin & miie!!! say cheese....=)


we ar so cute rite.. haha..


my di,xiao yong using de laptop.. haha..


xiao long, my di... reading book.. shh.. dun disturb hym...

yo!!
here m aiie again..
lomg tym no cum n post le..
cuz dad kept moderm..
haha..
so no internet ma..
haha..
many tingz happen..

On meet de parentz session last wk, fridae.......
MY DAD SLAP MIIE!!!
so saded..
haha..
result lan lyk hell..
pass 2 fail 4!!!

aiie m lyk useless..
mayb aiie m useless..
haha..
still cn laugh..
bt y nt laugh??
laughter iz de best medicine...

My kass ppl, seemz further away frm miie le..
tis tym nt jun fang or xue le...
iz dose ppl hu aiie m closer wif!!!
hw???
aiie feel left out...
alone in de kass...
tatz scary...

nw postin in sch...
cuz @ hm cnt post ma...
haha...
miss my fwenz sia..
haha..

Aiie m lyk so alone in tis cruel world!!
ALONE...
aiie m tired in livin my lyf!!!
aiie felt lyk endin it fast...
so nxt tym eu c miie nt postin 4 1 month,
eu cn start suspestin whether aiie die lao...
haha..

Postin my thoughts help miie release my burden...
wadz seen here plz do nt go ard tellin others...
cuz tatz my privacy...
If ppl noe my blog go ahead n read...
if eu dont, cum ask miie 4 it..
haha..

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